Chemical kids and mechanical brides

(Still wonderless)

(Ok so yes it's still Wonderless I'm bout to write as much as u can don't got much time ). Where were you Brent ask me is he dumb or something wait never mind of course he is but I don't say this out loud instead I say school and keep going upstairs until he stops me and says hey don't back talk me I fight the urge to roll my eyes and just say okay he lets me go upstairs. He likes to think I'm scared of him but honestly I'm not as scared as I was when I was little remembering how he would always beat me try and shake that image put my head instead I wonder about the people who are moving in , I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling while pierce the veil screams hell above in my hears and then I drift off to sleep:::::.........next morning.....::::::: I wake up take a shower flat iron my hair fix my bangs and do my make up I stare at myself my plain chocolates brown hair and bright green eyes the only thing I actually like about myself I lift up my shirt and I'm disgusted I dig in my pocket and search for my razor fuck i mutter it's not in there I go to my dirty clothes hamper thinking I left it in my other jacket thank god it's in there I don't know what I would do with out it , I grab my bag and run downstairs(sorry I have to stop I'm bout to get my friends phone taken away write more later) (so sorry I have not updated on a while one yesterday there was no school because of a tornado warning I thought I was going to die but anyway I will update soon I'm writing it but I'm just not going to post it until I made a long chapter since all of them are so short okay and thanks for the reads ummmmm yeah dats all I'm gonna say for now cx )(okay people's here's that long chapter I promised if I don't get my friends phone taken away and if this class does not end before I'm done the reason I haven't updated I have been really depressed and umm yeah but I'm trying to get over it hopefully with the help of my best friends Katie and Nallely if me and Nallely are still friends because I kinda pushed her away when she was trying to help me ugh idk but yeah Nallely I'm sorry ...,and please check out her story it's about are squad and how funny dumb stupid emotional and ummm yeah it's amazingful yes that's a word okay her books called Disasterology)

I run downstairs and I'm about to go out the door but then I see an unusual sight ...my mom who looks upset I push aside how much I hate her and ask her what's wrong.
Mom are you alright? Yes Taylor I'm just fine , well sorry for asking I mutter about to walk out the door then I hear her say wait , I turn , Brent's leaving again he says he isn't coming back..oh is all I say trying to sound upset but really I'm so happy that motherfucker is leaving but he will come back after he spends up all his paycheck on beer and weed and of course my moms going to let him back in , I walk out the door before she starts crying I mean it might be mean but I stopped caring when she did. I walk out the door and put my headphones and turn Bulls in the Bronx on full volume ,just the way i like it , I get to the bus stop were the the transportation called a bus comes and picks me up to the place I call hell, I turn and see someone standing by me I jump back I guess I was to into my music to notice her , I try and look at her out the corner of my eye she is about my height which is short and has on some black ripped skinny jeans and a blue hoodie on with lace on the hood she keeps ticking her long black hair behind her ear oh shot does she see me trying to look at her I turn my head and PTV"s the new national anthem takes my attention away from her and I start to mouth the words I turn my head and see her staring at me hell she probably thinks I'm crazy but then I notice she saying something I take out and earbud and say what? Is that the new national anthem by pierce the veil she says , yeah it is how'd you know? I ask. Well um that's my favorite band she says . Oh cool mine too I say, she just smiles , I was about to put my head phone back on but she says something ,huh? I say , can I sit with you on the bus? She ask . I wait a minute to reply but I end up saying yeah sure and she just says thanks , damn I think she looks kinda familiar,(sorry the bells bout to ring)(ok I'm sorry for all the authors notes and since I'm slow I don't know how to put it in bold print but I shall be updating today at lunch and thanks for the reads )