Drained..

Unconditional - Kehlani
From Time - Drake, Jhene Aiko
I love you - Little Mix
The feeling - Justin Bieber
Sorry Just Don't Cut It - Jussie Smollett
Used To Love You - Gwen Stefani
Boys Like You - Who is Fancy
Good Enough- Little Mix

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Text to Matt :

did you ask him?!?!?!

Text from Matt :

ya

Text to Matt:

what did he say? tell me exactly what he said.

Text from Matt :

He said no.
he said it's because he doesn't date.

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Okay, that's exactly when it all started. That one text. That one question being asked. And a simple answer. Something so little made such an impact on me.

I got rejected by a nerd.

Yes, I have feelings for a nerd, or whatever you want to call him. He's the most antisocial person in school. He hates talking to people. And he's really smart.

And me? Oh, to him and his buds, I'm super popular. When really I'm not at all.
His name is Justin, and I'm Ariana.

To Justin, I'm a 'Stacey'. A Stacey is a stuck up, rich, popular girl. But of course he doesn't think I'm stuck up though. He thinks he's a 'John'. A John is a shy, loser kid who has no friends whatsoever. I know, it's kinda weird but, it's our 'thing' we made up.

Sure he sorta has so many weird freckles all over his face, and he wears glasses, but I don't mind. I look past his flaws. To me, he's such an adorable person.

I'm not sure why he thinks I'm a 'Stacey'. It's probably because I wear makeup. But other than that I'm a total loser! I have barely any friends and I'm super shy. I suffer with anxiety aswell.

But back to the point, today became the worst day for me! I got rejected for the first time. I can't believe this is actually happening! After all this time! Ugh!

This is the story of when, I got rejected by a nerd.

Let's just say he made me,

Emotionally Drained.