I Love You One Last Time

Let Me Be The One

A/N: hello i was listening to this song and it really made me want to write a sad chuuves fic. pls listen to the song so you can feel the pain more 🥲

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The day starts off hazy for Sooyoung. She wakes up feeling the space beside her empty again. The space where Jiwoo, the love of her life, is supposed to be occupying. It's been weeks of this happening. Waking up alone, in their bed, missing the warmth of the other to welcome her into the next day, but the girl just brushes it off making excuses that her girlfriend has just been busy lately. She understands that juggling full time school with 20+ hours a week of work must have been taking all of her partner's time. She understands.

The young woman sits up on the bed, heaves off a really deep sigh, and looked outside the window. The rain is pouring outside. Big droplets are trickling down the window. She felt that the sky is crying. Crying on her behalf. The heavy feeling she has weighing her down for weeks now still has not shown any signs of easing. She feels something is off, but refuses to acknowledge it.

Fifteen minutes passes, Sooyoung still hasn't moved an inch, staring outside, she let her thoughts running amok. Then a ping from her phone placed on the bedside table interrupts her rumination bringing her back to reality. She finally moves and picks up the device and looks at the screen. Her notifications are blown up. Multiple missed calls from her best friend Jinsol, several private messages sent on multiple social media platforms by Jinsol as well, and over 25 text messages, again coming from the same person, Jinsol. Sooyoung rubs her eyes in confusion, trying to see if what she's seeing is in fact real. Her best friend has never been the type to blow up her phone like this trying to contact her, at most the girl would call her 3 times before giving up. Sooyoung's heart sinks, something just didn't feel right, what's so important that Jinsol had to go out of her ways to do this.

Sooyoung immediately calls back the girl, she has no time to read through hundreds of messages the other left her.

"Hello Sol, what's happening? Sorry I just woke up"

"Soo...."

"Jinsol, what is it?"

"....are you doing okay?"

"huh, what do you mean? Yea i'm okay. You're being weird again dude"

"I... I guess you she hasn't come home yet. I-it's Jiwoo"

"What do you mean? Is she okay? What's happening? Is that why she didn't come home last night? Is she hur-"

"Soo, Jiwoo is okay, but I need to talk to you... about her. I'm coming over"

Before Sooyoung could ask anymore questions Jinsol abruptly ends the call. The girl immediately stands up from her position. 'Something is definitely up. And Jiwoo? Jiwoo where are you?' The girl's thoughts taking over her again.

After half an hour of Sooyoung pacing back and forth in her living room, waiting for her best friend to arrive, she hears a light knock at her front door. She's here. Jinsol gives her dear friend a very tight hug as soon as the door opens, her facial expressions full of sorrow. The hug lasts about a minute before Sooyoung finally breaks it and grabs her friend by the shoulder to ask what this is all about. Jinsol steps in the house closing the door behind her and leads the both of them to the living room. She directs Sooyoung to sit on the couch and the girl did as instructed, then sits herself on the wooden coffee table in front of the other. Silence still fills the room, the tension grows, Sooyoung still doesn't know what to make of the whole situation. A moment passes and Jinsol finally speaks.