Love Letters to Rachael

Truths From The Heart

Sometimes I wish I never met you. So I don't have to deal with the heart break of losing you when you find someone better than myself. Because I truly love you. I don't look at any other girl the way I look at you. Because you make me feel free from the shackles of my life. But being in a relationship isn't only about love. I'll respect you, I'll listen to you, I'll have faith in you, I'll share your hopes and dreams, and I'll honour your wishes like my own. But I know deep down inside, I can never cage a bird meant to fly high, free, and happy. I know deep down that I love you, but part of love is happiness. And that's all I've ever wished for you to achieve. True happiness.

But I know you don't believe in wishes. You prefer to let God handle it. Well I say, we do what we can on Earth, and let our future be determined by God in Heaven. In my eyes you've done the most of your situation. How many countless hurdle have been placed in front of you. You've soared high above, with out restraint. Some people may try to test your iron, show them you're made of steel. You're much stronger than I am. I've come to realise and love you for that.

But, I've never made the promise I was supposed too. Because I don't think the best kind of love is problem free. The best kind of love has many problems but is filled with people more than willing to work through them together. I've said a lot and you're probably tired of my voice. Rachael if you could give me your hand and look into my eyes, I want you to know that I love you. Even if I've heard me say it a million times, I want you to hear me say it a million and 1 more time and know that every time I say it, it never stops being true.