POV
" Your such a disappointment in the family Aes. I am so much disppointed on you"
" I'm sorry ma, I'm sorry " I sob as disappointment also at myself.
" Go to your room Aes. " as mom shouted.
I walk hurriedly. Mom will get angry with me even more if I will not listem to her. She is so disappointed in me. She is.
I got myself inside my room. Mom is so disappointed at me. I am such a disappointment. I am.
" Aes, baby can I in?" daddy said in a little tone.
" I'm okay daddy. I am too sleepy dad, tomorrow is a good weather daddy perfect day so we could talk po." I said while wiping my tears, I am holding on knowing my dad he would check me and embrace like I am his only princess.
" Okay sweetie, we will talk tomorrow okay? Goodnight baby, don't be upset with your mom okay?" daddy.
" Yes dad, I understand mom.Goodnight too dad" I said while composing myself not to boast into breathe because of my eyes wanted to cry so badly.
"Alright sweetie"
In that moment I failed. I am crying. I am crying silently. I can't breathe normally but I am at the bridge of crying.
I am not a disappointment.
Yes, your such a disappointment.
No I am not!
Yes you are!
I cried in silence.
My mom got angry with me because I have my low grades. 91 just an A not an A+. My mom is very strict when it comes to our grades because she always believe grades will be your reflection when you really studying. I am doin' my best but that's all the best I can do. And I am sorry for that. I am really sorry.
I just let myself asleep. And let my tears dried on his own. I just let myself embrace the peace and silence I felt in darkness.
-| disappointment on our own is the biggest flex of anxiety the we have. be aware of your self- don't let your failure's eat you instead stand still and learn from it|-
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