it was july 5th so school want in anymore so i got to be free from my parents and everyone else in the world. let me catch you up on something my name is Kov, i live in a foster home and they abuse me, a lot.. on the other hand my boyfriend is mattia and he treats me very good he would never lay a hand on me he always held me when john and elle would hit me or kick me or even try to drown me.
i was laying on the couch when john came through the door screaming at me.
John: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING KOV?!?!
Kov: i-i i'm laying down on the couch i just got done cleaning
John: YOU FUCKING BITCH NO ONE FUCKING LOVES YOU
he hit me in the face
John: I SHOULD FUCKING KILL YOU RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW
Kov: i'm sorry please stop
John: oh i'll stop all right i fucking stop when your dead
he wasn't yelling more like talking me so it would actually go trough my head
he pulled me off the couch and started kicking me stomach. kick to the face.
i stood up blood rushing from my nose and cuts from his boots in my stomach
Kov: I FUCKING HATE YOU
i started to cry which i never do because it means that he actually hurt me i never cry and i don't know why i am now.
Kov: I HOPE YOU DIE NOT ME YOU. your supposed to love me not hate me you wanted me you were supposed to love me.
i started crying even harder
John: Kov i-
Kov: SHUT THE FUCK UP. you know what before you can kill me i'll probably kill myself because of you and Elle you guys ruined my life. John you fucking raped me. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO LOVE MYSELF OR EVEN LOVE YOU GUYS.
John: Kov honey i do love you
Kov: apparently not
i hurried up and ran out of the house and to my car i started it up and sped to mattia's house.
i walked in and he was sitting on the counter eating i was balling my eyes out and blood was still coming out of my nose.
he hurried up and ran to me picked me up and took me to the couch
Mattia: Kov what happened?!?!
Kov: you should know
i started crying even harder
he lifted up my shirt
Mattia: baby we need to get you to a hospital it's bad
Kov: no, no hospital they would kill me if they found out.
mattia still picked me up and put me in his car. he buckled me in and got into the driver side and we went to the mother fucking hospital even tho i said no.
then i passed out
mattia looked at me.
mattia: oh my god baby? babe? babyyy? Kov did you pass out
i woke up in the hospital doctors rushing to me
doctor: oh honey what happened to you?
Kov: well i live in a abusive household and you should know the rest
doctor: well i'm glad to tell you that your surgery went so well.
Kov: what?!
mattia: hey baby i just got back with some sprite are you okay it's been two days
Kov: holy shit no it has not been that was just no
mattia: ha yep the longest days of my life John and Elle are in jail and there going to be there for a long time
Kov: i love you mattia
mattia: i love you to Kov
then we got into the car and drove for an hour we were going to go buy a house for ourselves just me and him
until i heard a car screech and everything goes black.
i never knew death would be peaceful but it was.
