We were the only ones on the lift, and to make matters worse, we were on the seventeenth floor, which meant that we had a long way to go before we reached the ground level.
Jimin's eyes seemed to be glazed over as he continued to stare at me with a...
The intense silence makes it unbearable for me to handle as my arms were wrapped around his neck and his hands were firmly placed on either side of my waist. At the same time, many thoughts ran across my mind. Was it really okay for me to be doing this? Am I just leading him on or do I really need him?
"Is..it really okay.." I started, "I mean, can i stay like this a little longer?" I murmered and breathed into his neck, not breaking off the embrace we are in. Though the distance in this car seat is making my waist a little sore to reach out to him.
"This place is only for you" He said.
I pulled out of the hug and took a good look at him. The one's who is still in dressed in his office shirt--the one who probably left his work halfway just to come over and fetch me because I called. In that instance, I couldn't help but smile through the tears I was already in before.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked.
"Not..really" I considered. I don't think letting Jimin know about my situation is of any good.
"..So where do you want go? Home? I'll send yo-" His expression worried.
The courage inside me burned with passion out of a sudden and I found myself leaning in towards him.
"No..I want to stay with you Jimin" I murmured. My eyes met his and Just like that, his lips are on mine..once again.
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The ride to his house was silent as he fidgeted plenty of times inside the car and It was really funny, even when we passed by his living room to be greeted by his butler, he had a twisted expression on his face that quickly made butler walked away fast.
We made our way up the stairs to his room but it was then Jimin pushes me against his front door when he stood right in front of his room. Kissing my neck as he fumbles for the door handle. My breath got heavier and my heart quickens.
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I stumbled through the doorway but he managed to hold me in place. He paused.
"I want to do this with you...You" He started with heavy breathing and I looked at him.
"And I am being selfish now. Sleeping with friend's girlfriend when she is vulnerable but-"
"I get it, Jimin. I get what you mean and what you want. So...Just...." I trailed off. The memory of him saying he doesn't have a girlfriend to Scarlett in the moment probably fuelled it but perhaps, we both want the same thing and I want to be selfish too right now with him.
"I want it too Jimin, don't stop" I started.
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