Just Come Home ( DISCONTINUED)

part 4

Okay so about halfway through this part there is mentions of panic attacks so here is your tw I put a (tw) where it starts and ends it's not detailed just a warning tho ❤

Wanda's first night without natasha wanda cried herself to sleep as she had no comfort from her favourite person and thought a how hard it must of been for nat for 5 years without her there and just wishing that she could say goodbye to nat ask her that one question
"Will you marry me"
But secretly wanda could tell nat would of said yes so she lived in hope

Wanda had plans to see if she could give a funeral for tasha wanda knew that the lake was different when clint mentioned that it was small wanda knew it was small but if It what nat wanted it just hurts that tony got the biggest and nat died for everyone and had nothing

Wanda headed towards avengers tower to see if she could get anything back
She was greeted by hulk/Bruce banner who had a new look half green yet Bruce brain

Bruce:oh hey wanda welcome back what can I do for you
Wanda:you look different what happened*folding her arms and leaning on the front desk*
Bruce:hey well while everyone was gone I thought instead of taking it out on myself for the loss I would experiment and it worked now look at me I'm getting the best of both worlds
Wanda: that's great but that's not while I'm here I i have to find something out also please don't quote hannah Montana at the front desk wait till it's in the living area and just us lot
Bruce:oh okay thanks for the advice i never thought of hannah Montana but sure anyway what are you here for
Wanda:just I just wanted to know if we. if you had anything left from nat like anything just so I can remember her
Bruce: well wanda we can let you into her room here and you can see...
Wanda: tasha didn't have a room here she always came home
Bruce:oh you don't know well I'm sorry to tell you this but.....while you where..you know
Wanda:gone
Bruce: yes uh gone nat lived here occasionally pepper did invite her to stay with them but she always stayed here
Wanda:okay but I don't see why
(TW)
Bruce: she didn't know how to live without you by her side so she stayed here as she couldn't cope being home without you but she still went back but we had calls that she had breakdowns over it
Wanda: nat opened about her attacks*confused and on tears*
Bruce:no she told Clint only so clint was the one who helped her then she came here but they became more frequent as she took everything upon herself they became more regular and we had to help out some way
Wanda: was she okay about them.
*pause*
Bruce: wanda are you okay there.. do I need to get a room so we can talk
Wanda:*looks behind* no I'm good for now*crying* continue
Bruce: okay so yes she did open up about them only so we could help as they got worse per attack
Wanda:umm bruce
Bruce: yes wanda
Wanda: umm by any chance did I *chocking up * did I cause any...*long blink and pause* did I cause any of the attacks she had
Bruce: Wanda
Wanda: please just tell me
Bruce: no none of them were caused by you it was nat putting pressure on herself and feeling bad about it all but never because of you because she missed you
(TW)
Wanda:okay well can I please see the room she had
Bruce: yeah kid heres the key 4th floor room
*,both*
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Wanda: thanks for everything Bruce
Bruce: hey it's my job to help

Wanda smirked and walked away holding the key close to her chest after a lift ride and skipping along the corridor to nats room then approaching it debating if she should open the room or not this room was the room where it happened when tasha and Wanda got drunk and this was the room they chose to stay in well clint gave them the room as they were both to drunk to go home and at the time nat was the only one who could drive

After careful consideration wanda decided to open the door and walk in to see all of tashas things around
Wanda wasn't even a step in and she was on her knees crying remembering the night they walked in wanda wanted to just die on the spot but fought through it and she decided to go and look around the room before looking through a draw and finding a ring wanda put it back and immediately ran out crying and said to herself
"I know what I need to do"