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Billie's POV
"Wake up.."
A heavy pressure on my arm woke me up, I slowly opened my eyes groaning.
"About time.."
Drew mumbled standing over me.
"How long was I out?"
"13.."
"Hours?"
"Mhm.."
She sighed shoving a water bottle in my face, I slowly sat up adjusting to the bright ass lights.
"Goddamn."
She laughed reaching over me shutting my blinds.
"why did you take them..?"
I leaned my back against the wall chugging the water, she crossed her arms watching me.
"I don't know man.."
"There had to be a reason-"
"Yea Drew I'm fucking sad! Is that what you want to hear!? Huh?!"
I tossed the empty water bottle on the floor glaring at her.
"No need to be a bitch..you can talk to me ya know.."
She sat on my bed beside me, I rubbed my eyebrow obnoxiously leaning my head back.
"I fucked up.."
"Yea..you seem to do that a lot.."
She grabbed my hand tracing her finger against my palm.
"I really fucking like her..."
I whispered glancing at her, she had a frown resting on her face.
"You say that about everyone-"
"No...no it's different."
She huffed leaning her head against my shoulder.
"What was so wrong with me...why don't you love me? Am I ugly..too fat?"
"No? What.."
"Then why am I not enough."
She said gripping my hand.
"Drew...I just don't like you like that.."
"Billie I fucking love you."
she said as her voice cracked.
"I just wanted to protect you.."
She whispered tears falling against my hand, I pulled my hand away from her standing up from my bed.
"You should go..I appreciate you coming here..and checking in but this isn't a conversation I want to have.."
She nodded standing up from the bed.
YOU ARE READING
Hard To Love
FanficY/n finally got into the college she's been dreaming of for so long, it was like a dream come true for her...or so she thought. Her roommate Billie Eilish makes things complicating for Y/n, you see Billie is all about the college parties and slackin...
