Don't Wanna Cry || Xu Minghao

~chapter 1~

-flashback-

"Y/N, please don't leave," I said while tears formed in my eyes blurring my vision.

"Minghao, I'm sorry, I know it's hard, I'll miss you too. Please take care of yourself for me"                   she said while she hopped on the bus and disappeared.

"Y/N, I love you..." I whispered under my breath. I just wanted to tell her those three words...

but I can't.

-present-

I can't forget about that day, it was the day where I lost the one that I truly loved

"Minghao?" "Minghao, you're zoning out again," Jun said 

"Huh? Oh yeah, sorry Jun" I said. "You're thinking about her again, right?" 

"Oh, uh, well, yes," I said remembering her beautiful smile which made me smile. 

"I wonder when will you move on, it's been years" Jeonghan suddenly said

"Where did you come from?" I asked "Me? I was in the kitchen, and I over-heard your whole conversation" he replied "Ok then," I said while standing up

"Hey, where are you going?" Jun asked "I'm going to the cafe, I'm craving milk tea right now" I replied and went out.

-your pov-

I was inside a cafe drinking coffee. And then this really familiar-looking male went inside the cafe. I know I've seen him somewhere. He saw me staring at him which made me blush, he smiled at me and made me blush even more.

He really seems familiar

-Minghao pov-

I went inside the cafe and stood in line to order when I suddenly saw this girl looking at me 

She looks nice. I smiled at her which made her blush and covered her face.

Cute

She, again, looked at me, she looks familiar. She kinda looks likes Y-

My thoughts were interrupted by the cashier's voice 

"Sir, welcome to our cafe, how may I help you?" The cashier asked

"Oh, I want milk tea, please," I said "Ok, sir, that will cost 5$," she said while smiling.

I paid and smiled back. I sat at the table where the girl was at. "Hi," I said while smiling at her 

-your pov-

"Hi," someone said. It was the boy that looks really familiar. "Oh, um, hi," I said not making eye contact with him. "I'm Minghao, Hao for short," he said while smiling

Minghao? Is that really him? 

-flashback-

"Y/N, please don't leave," Minghao said with tears in his eyes, making my heart ache

"Minghao, I'm sorry, I know it's hard, I'll miss you too. Please take care of yourself for me" I said while I hopped on the bus with tears in my eyes.

I'll miss you, Minghao. I love you...

-present your pov- 

"Umm, hello?" I looked at him "Oh, sorry" I said embarrassed "It's ok, what's your name?" 

"Y-Y/N" 

-Minghao pov-

"Y-Y/N" she replied making my eyes go wide

"Y/N?" I asked making sure I didn't mishear her. "Y-yes, that's my name," she said smiling.

I know that smile is fake her eyes are saying something different and it's not happiness

Is that really her? The one that I loved?

"Y/N" I blurted out "Yes?" "Don't you remember me Y/N/N?" (Y/N/N: Your nickname)

Please say you still remember me. I love you too much to lose you 

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To be continued...