It was the same concept everyday, me being miserable and having no one to love me. Everything went down hill ever since the night of the accident. If it weren't for my mom, the only thing I have left, I wouldn't of been here. Loosing everything I had all in one night was grief stricken. I dropped out of school, my mom was absolutely demented about it. I could honestly care less. I didn't need anyone's pity, especially since it was all over the news.
As of now I sit in my room and stare at the television. My mom finds it unhealthy and bickers with me on, how I need to find a job, or how I should get up and go for a walk. But ever since the incident, I never been too fond of the idea. But today was a big day, especially for me. Today is exactly 1 year since what happened."Sweetie," my mom called through the creaked door."Would you like to go to the flower shop, and get some flowers for them?" I turned my head and looked at her with no emotion whatsoever.
I didn't give her an audible response, but just a slight nod. She gave me a half smile and closed the door. This would be the first time I left the house in months. I got up going into the bathroom, I looked at my reflection. I flinched a bit seeing the person that was staring back at me, this is not the person I was a year ago. I had dark bags under my eyes, a few break outs here and there, and my eyes were puffy. Wow did I look a mess. I began to brush my teeth, afterwards stripping my clothes off and hoping into the shower.
About 15 minutes later, I finally got out the shower and wrapped a towel around my body. I went back to my room and decided to wear something presentable, since I will be visiting them.I went through my closet picking out denim shorts, a white tee shirt, and a leather jacket, which belonged to Liam. Since I always do my makeup after I get dressed, I headed over to my mirror. I put on foundation, as well as eyeliner, mascara, and a bit of blush. I left my hair into its natural brown waves and headed down stairs.
My mom was waiting for me and smiled at me, happy that I am finally going to step outside. I didn't return the smile, kind of upset my mom is smiling on a day like this.
We headed out the door and got into the car. My mom turned up the music, it was an unfamiliar tune, one that I've never heard of. She turned it up too high for my liking, I turned the music down. In the corner of my eye I saw my mother glance at me with concern.
When we arrived to the flower shop we got several flowers. Even for the person I hated the most, who caused this whole thing. The total amount all the flowers came out to was about 80 euros. I helped my mom with some of the flowers holding 3 packs while she held the other 4. When we arrived to the cemetery we walked up the familiar trail. Coming here broke my heart, but I knew not to cry. My mom gave me all of the flowers, for me to put on their stones. I went to go set one on my dads, missing him so much. Afterwards I set two by my twin sisters graves, since there tombstones were set next to one another.
I went to three of my best friends, Liam, Ashton, and Niall. It broke my heart to know that I lost all of these people in one day. Last but not least the person I was dreading to get flowers for, Zayn. He caused everything. This whole incident, I let a few tears run down my face and quickly set the flowers on his tomb. But before I left I wanted to talk to Liam. He was my best friend, I gave my mom a look which she understood, and walked away. I sat down next to his tombstone, my eyes immediately watering all over again.
"H- hey Li." I sniffed away some boogers, threatening to exit my nose.
" I miss you so so much. Life isn't the s-same without you guys. I miss your hugs, and your overprotectiveness. You were like a brother to me." I couldn't take it anymore. I stood up and gave a quick hug to all tombstones, besides Zayn's. And quickly left, not even bothering to tell my mom where I was headed off to.
I ran and ran and ran into the woods, remembering the old tree house me and Liam discovered when we were kids. When I arrived I took in my surroundings, the tree house looked the same but a bit older and rustier. I climbed up the ladder to find the door locked. I automatically frowned, confused as to why the tree house would be locked. I kept trying to push it opened but it wouldn't budge. I listened quietly hearing someone sneeze, quickly afterwards whispering 'shit.' My mood changed drastically becoming furious knowing someone was in our treehouse.
"Hey! Whoever is in there get the fuck out! This is so disrespectful how you come into my treehouse! Now I demand you to open this door!"
I heard a loud huff behind the door as it creaked opened. I quickly got inside ready to hurt the person inside. When I stood up I looked up seeing a man, around my age towering over me. He had brow luxurious curls, and bright emerald green eyes. He was wearing a black shirt, sweats, and converse. I wanted to speak but nothing seemed to come out. This man looked scary, intimidating, he could be a rapper even. I was getting ready to run but my feet did other wise. I was stuck to the ground, frozen staring at this man that I didn't even know.
A/N: Hello beautiful butterflies <-- awkward start... But this is my first Fanfic," The Forgotten." I hope you guys enjoy ;) xx
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RomancePrologue: Leanne trying not to go back to the past, Is trying her very best to forget what happened that destroyed her view on trust and love. Not until Harry came into her life to show Leanne a different prospective on what love and trusting one i...