Harry Styles BSM/DDM

he finds out u cut

I felt the strong, painful burn in my arm as I slowly slit my wrist letting the blood pour out onto the cold tiled floor. The pain was so strong, but I liked it. I was so unhappy and hurt in life and I had no control over it. Cutting myself was the only way I could finally be in control of it and decide when I wanted to feel it, not when someone else decided. My family always forgot me. Everyone did. My brother and sister shared the attention whereas I got none. My brother is Harry Styles and my sister is Gemma Styles. My mum and dad are so proud of them because Harry is in a famous band and Gemma is smart and goes to university, whereas I am neither talented nor smart. I shakily bought the blade up to my wrist and left another cut going slightly deeper. The blood still seeped out the first cut. The things people say and call me circled in my mind “Your fat, ugly and worthless. No one cares about you, you don’t deserve to be Harry’s sister. Go kill yourself” they were usually the things people said to me on a daily basis. Even my ex best friend didn’t care about me; she just used me because she wanted to meet Harry. I told her about my cutting and in the end she just told me to cut deeper. I tried to tell my mum of all the hate but she told me to stop lying and being selfish. I traced the other cuts all up my arms with the blade and more blood spilled onto the floor. I was wrapped up into my thoughts until I heard the bathroom door burst open with harry stood in the doorway. “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING” Harry shouted as tears poured down his face. He raced over to get a towel and tried to wrap my arm in it. He grabbed my wrist tightly whilst I squirmed away from him “GET OFF ME. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE” I screamed “WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS. YOU DON’T CARE, NO ONE DOES” he still didn’t give up “STOP MOVING (Y/N). IM TRYING TO HELP YOU” he pleaded. I still struggled but he finally got the towel on my arm. He moved forward to try and hug me when I started to punch his chest. “WHY COULDN’T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE? I WAS FINE WIHTOUT YOU. I DON’T NEED YOUR HELP” I sobbed finally giving up and hugging him back. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry Harry.” I cried into his chest. He hugged me tighter and rubbed my back whilst keeping a firm grip on the towel. “Don’t apologize. It’s ok. It’s all going to be ok.” We sat in the bathroom until my cuts stopped bleeding, he cleaned them up then put a bandage on them. He mopped the floor and we sat on my bed talking about everything and he promised to help me if I promised to never hurt myself again.

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Ok so guys 2 updates in one night!!!

Thanks to @Happy809

For telling me to stay strong!!

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