Secret love I will always love you...

🥀Chapter 20🥀

Adriens POV

I went into my room and sat on my bed and plagg flew out of my pocket. "Hey plagg don't you think Marinette was acting strange today?" He looked at me. "I don't know and I don't care now give me cheese." I furrowed my brows and looked at him. "Ok...rude." He rolled his eyes before laying down. "Ok I'm going to take a shower."

The next frigging day~

I was sitting in class thinking about the way Marinette was acting she was fine earlier yesterday but it seemed like after we hung out she started acted weird. Did I do something wrong I couldn't have could I? "Hey Adrien." Marinette sat down beside me and looked at me. "Hey princess." She have a soft smile and looked down at her textbook. Yeah I did something wrong.

"Hey are you umm ok?" She turned her head to look at me. "Yeah kitty I'm fine. Why?" My nervousness immediately kicked in and I didn't know what to say. "Umm I mean you looked kinda sad." Before the conversation went any further the professor told us to shush. I leaned down in my seat and tapped my pen on the desk. Then I started writing down notes.

Later again~

"Adrien?" Marinette walked up to me at my locker. "Oh hey." She looked at me before looking down again. "You told me you would stop." I looked at her confused before I realized what she meant. "Damn it." She looked at me with tears in her eyes. "I believed for 3 months you stopped it was all a lie." I was beginning to get upset I guess it was time to tell her. "Come with me mari I'll tell you more." We were in my car and I cranked it and looked at her.

"I have problems Marinette. Problems that I'm not allowed to solve." She looked at me. "Why not?" (A/N TRIGGER WARNING! TALKING OF RAPE,MURDER,AND ABUSE.) I sighed. "My dad raped my mom. That's how I'm here, my mom was struggling with money and my dad was her boss and she said she would do anything for money and he raped her." I looked at her to see getting teared up. "That's why you were so upset when luka tried to rape me." I nodded my head. "Then she told him that if he didn't marry her she was gonna tell people what he did to her." She looked at me.

"Im gonna guess he got scared and married her?" I shook my head yes. "What happened after you were born?" I bit my lip. "He abused us all the time and it took my mom seven years to finally leave but she left in a different way." She looked confused. "What do you mean?" I sighed. "I was seven, earlier that day my mom booked plane tickets for us to go live with her family and that same day she found out that my father was cheating on her she wanted to talk to him and talk about getting a divorce but she was scared he was gonna hit her so she brought a knife with her."

She looked back up at me. "And I woke up to them arguing and I went downstairs they were arguing in the foyer I was standing on the stairs my dad tried to hit my mom but my mom cut his hand with the knife and he got angry and took the knife from her and murdered her with it." I started tearing up. "I was forced to help him bury her. And the abuse got really bad and I was cutting myself at 10 he found out and started beating me really bad. So I stopped but I can't control it anymore Mari everything's making me wanna kill myself even more."

I looked up at her and saw tears running down her face. "I'm so sorry." I sighed. "It's ok Mari." She grabbed me arm. "It's not your gonna kill yourself adrien!" I looked up at her. "Don't confront my father no telling a what he'll do." She turned to me. "Well let's go to the police!" I shook my head. "That's worse Mari." She bit her lip. "What do we do?" I looked out the window. "I don't know." She hugged me. "We'll find out something Adrien I promise."

Here she is the golden chapter the chapter that took me a month to write. (Don't ask) but like yeah so enjoy the craziness.