"Ishq kamaal"

Ch-17

"I am married, i am married,i am marr...i..ed"naaz place her hand on her ears chanting this

The shower was running and she was sitting in the tub with clothes...honestly she had no energy to take off her cloths...she was tired, she was broken,she was just so off....

She has married a man she is not in love with...she is crying on her fate..she actually don't want to break his heart...she is so bad! She don't know about the feelings she had for him...but she is definitely gonna break his heart soon...with that she will break her mom,dad's heart too...

She is confused, she had a dream to marry a guy she will love,but it broke...she has married a man she is not in love with....she has fucked up! She is in a big mess this time...

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"God bless you beta"rita ji gives blessing to sana and kissed her head lovingly

"Kinni soni lagri hai meri nu ( my daughter inlaw is looking so beautiful )"rita ji further added

Sana faked a smile

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"Sana"Sidharth said entering the room as he saw her sitting on the bed while facing her back to him

Sana wiped her tears and turn

"Sidharth hn bolo"

"Are you okayy?"he saw a hint of tear

"Yaa..i am fine,muja kya hoga"she faked a smile

Only she knows how much pain she had inside her!

He noded and moved to Washroom...

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Its been a day they are in london...actually they landed yesterday only and they were so tired that they slept after coming home...

Shehnaz is not at all talking to sidharth...she everytime avoid a conversation with him...she never make an eye contact...Sidharth was know worried and he is surely gonna talk to her about this...

Shehnaz was in her room sitting on the bed and thinking about pearl...sha had successfully avoided his calls as she knows he has got to know about this till know from insta and other media channels...

Sidharth came and saw her in deep thoughts , he decided to talk to her about her and ask about the reason she is ignoring him

"Shehnaz"he called her

Shehnaz comes back and looks at him

"Hn...hn"

"Is everything fine sweetheart"he said while sitting on the bed

She looks toward him and her heart skipped sevral beats on his calling her sweetheart...

"Ya...ya.. muja kya hoga"she manage to say that

"Then why are you ignoring me?"

"Nhi tho I didn't"

"Bologi"

"Bola na kuch nhi hua Sidharth"she said with annoyance

"Shehnaz tell me"Sidharth said strictly...he was so admant on this

"Bola na kuch nhi hua"

"Kuch tho hua hai...i am sure"

Shehnaz was irritated till know

"Hn bahot kuch hua hai...tho suno bahot kuch hua h"she shouts on top of her voice

Santokh ji and pammi ji came running and Sidharth was so shocked to react...while she continues

"I am so done with all this drama...dad na bola shaadi krlo mana krli....ab ma unki achi beti hu...kisi na meri marzi puch?? Nhi na...tum bhi na nhi krni thi. Sab log mean hai sab ka sab...ab ma bhi mean hona chahti hu..tho sunlo...muja tumsa shaadi krna ma koi khushi hui nhi hai...this all was planed...vaise tho ma wait krna vali thi 1 mahina ka fir divorce krna tha but no ab tho kal hi i am filing a divorce ...I don't fell anything for you Sidharth get this in your head...and i wanted to marry the guys i love...but dad what have you done? See? Jabardasti ka natija dekh rahe ho? I love pearl yes i love someone else...so how can we be in a relationship which is of no use...no emotion,no love we can't be in this Sidharth.do you understand?are you with me?"shehnaaz moved forward and took his hands in hers

Sidharth was broken beyond limits...he was motionless...not crying not angry nothing but tears were unstoppable...he was felling like hell...his heart pains so fuckking much...he was tired, his love has lost all the battles without going in the battle feild...he felt her touching his hands which gives chills to his body still at this point...but he was not able to react...he collected all the broken pieces and saw her crying yes, she was crying her eyes were puffed and tears were rolling down...he didn't hear what was she saying...

He pulled his hands and cleaned his tears ...he saw directly in her eyes..

"Sidharth"shehnaz whispered

"Shh"Sidharth said

"I hate you shehnaz...don't make me hate you more"Sidharth said with his jaw tight which shows pure disgust

"I am sorry, listen to me Sidharth p.."

Sidharth shows his hand to stop and dashed out

Shehnaz fell down crying so much..

Santokh ji and pammi ji were shocked...they heard everything but were not able to form words...

"Shehnaz bahot galat kitta puttar"santokh ji said and dashed out
Pammi ji followed him

Shehnaaz should feel better he hates her...but she fell like she is hating herself..its unlike her to hurt someone. But the damage is done...she has done everything wrong...she is bad..she is worst human ever.but why is she felling all this she wants pearl not Sidharth then why? Know an unknown question arise in her mind. But the tears are flowing like a water fall...her top is half drenced...her eyes are puffed.

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Tears are unstoppable. He is hurt more than that he is shocked and broken...he knew they are different their lifestyle their culture their likings and all of that...but he wanted to be one for her. He wanted to be her prince...he was so close but to far, she loves someone else. She was not his, she can never be...he is a tough guy , he never cries like this...he had been crying for her...his love? Not his anymore...he is so vulnerable, helpless sitting in a near by park away from everyone...she was forced , why is this happening with him. Why can't be his life simple and perfect for once. He loved her but.

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