Mercy

5.The Final End

I thought I was one whom you could never replace,

But it seems the idea blew up in my face.

I never asked you for help, compassion or mercy,

But nevertheless, my mistakes came back to curse me.

Because for every light shone, a shadow is cast, 

Within lives a nightmare, which will forever last.

Nobody ever would have thought, that your rise would be my fall,

Looks like you will be the death of me after all.

For you I loved, cared for and trusted,

Yet you cased after boys, hormonally lusted.

I gave up so much, so that to you I might bring joy,

A debt never replayed, as you were playing with your toy.

In this I learned lifes single catch,

Once the egg of life begins to hatch.

When your life truely starts, it shall bring sorrow,

So you may as well forget about a better tomorrow.

May luck be with you, as their is no help comming,

That's why, I still spend my days, forever running.