i think i need to get this out there

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I am from the USA and the things that are happening are not okay and havent been. I am asian- mexican mix, which is looked down upon. So racist and bullies dont faze me as much any more. But I am tired of being called out for being asian. yes i look a little different but i am still asian. And i am tired of being hated upon. I am not Covid-19.I am not a dog eater. I am a human being. 

My life has been filled with messages of hate. I am tired of my voice being muted. These racist americans dont know what it is like to be afraid to leave there house. They are not afraid to just go to the store nor are the afraid to go to school. This land has our blood on it. But we were irrelevant till this shooting. Which is very sad. I am angry with the face that people dont know we only became citizens of this land of the free right before the vietnam war. My people have suffered and have continued to suffer. We were enslaved too, but do people know that no. But I learned that when i was young from my grandmother, the response asking if we were hurt like the blacks were.

This pains me to see. I can not take this anymore. I am human, we are human. I am not a sin nor a curse. Most asian house holds teach you to respect everyone, keep all emotions to ones self, and never tangle yourself into trouble. we dont talk about our issues openly because thats how we were raised.  So please help with the stop asian hate movement. I want to feel safe again. 


Questions not to ask an asian:

where are you REALLY from

where did you learn english

is ching chong a real word 

is it true that you guys eat off the floor

Are you good at math

Arent you supposed to be smart

do you eat dog and cats


these kinds of questions are really offensive if you do not the person well enough to ask or even joke about these things. I stand by all lives matter. No one should be hated on because they are born as this or that race.  This was just a small piece of my thoughts! stay safe! love you guys! 

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