Simula pa nung una

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Yamaguchi's POV

I love him, I know it's wrong but I can't control my feelings, you know? I can't tell him that I love him, yes I gave him signs but I'd rather die than tell him directly. I just hope he won't fall in love with someone else.

"Good morning Tsukki!" I greeted him, "morning" he replied."Haha parang wala ka ata sa mood" (it looks like you're not in the mood). I faked a smile, I'm good at that. I stopped for a second and then continue walking again.

At lunch, we ate together like always. Nothing special. I saw him looking at his phone with a tint of pink in his cheeks. I wish I'm the reason. But maybe it's the best not to get my hopes up.

The next day, I tried to ignore Tsukki. I'm doing a great job. I can do this, I just need to ignore him until my feelings are finally gone."Yamaguchi" Tsukki called me, oh shit I can't calm down! I can feel my face heating up. Remember Tadashi, you need to ignore him. Just walk away and then problem solved! But a part of me wants to face him. I can't control my body, all I know is I am now facing my best friend.

"A-ah nanjan ka pala" (a-ah I didn't know you were there) I tried to sound normal. "Kanina ka pa umiiwas, may problema ba?" (You've been avoiding me since this morning, is there a problem?) He asked me." Haha, sorry ano kasi eh-" (sorry it's just-) ahh I have no excuse, should I tell him the truth? No, don't."Medyo busy lang kasi ako sa mga school work" (I'm just a bit busy about the school work) please believe me."Yamaguchi, we're in the same class. Hindi nmn ganon kadami yung gagawin natin" (Our school work isn't even that many). Why does he have to be so smart?! "Sorry Tsukki" after saying that, I ran away from him.

Finally I'm here, my secret place. This is the place where I can cry or sing without bothering anyone."Ahh Tsukki, kung alam mo lng... bakit kasi sa dinami dami ng tao sa mundo ikaw pa yung nagustuhan ko?!" (Ahh Tsukki, only if you knew... Why do you have to be the one I love?!"). Singing might help...

Hirap paring hindi lumapit

Di maiwasang tumingin

Mukha yatang ako'y nahulog na sayong mga mata

Siguro nga napamahal nako sayo...oo

Di naman inaasahan
Di naman sinasadya

Pero alam ko rin naman...hanggang dito nalang

Lilimutin ang damdamin isisigaw nalang sa hangin "mahal kita"

Mahal kita...

Oh god I love this song... It hits hard. I wish the ending of my story is like the ending of the song. But that's impossible, how could he love someone like me? I'm lame, pathetic and an attention seeker. So why? There's no reason to love me.

Tsukishima's POV

After he ran, I followed him. I almost lost him but atleast I found him. I heard everything he said... how could I be so dense? He's been inlove with me and I didn't even noticed. The truth is, I love him too and it hurts to see him like this. I need to fix this. i walked towards him, held his hands and...

Siguro nga napamahal nako sayo...oo

Di naman inaasahan
Di naman sinasadya

Sinubukan ko naman, na pigilan nalang

Pero ikaw ang gusto ko isisigaw ko sa mundo

I leaned closer...

Mahal kita...
Mahal kita...
Mahal kita...
Mahal kita...

Simula pa nung una...

Ahhh!! I hope you guys loved this story because I did and I'm proud of this one. I did my best. I'm just new to writing stories.

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