Hell's Name Is "Darling"

Ja Yoon

// TW: TALK OF SEXUAL ASSAULT//

When I woke up there was a pallet on my floor, I think I had told Deuk Jong to stay the night in my room and I would find his brother in the morning to tell him what happened...even though i dont remember most of what happened.

Do you really wanna know what you did to that kid?

I twitched and sat up.

"Wha-?" I was about to say something when I realized Deuk Jong was still on the floor. I got out of my bed quietly walking over him and knocked on both Moon Jo and Deuk Soo's door and as they both walked out I montioned for them to come to my room. Deuk Soo ran to his brother getting on his knees as he looked at me.

"What happened to my brother?" That was the most emotion I had heard from him since we had met.

"Some stupid kid was beating him behind the building. Did any live here?" I asked looking back at Moon Jo who smiled.

"Not Anymore." He simply said.

"What does that mean Moon Jo?" I said not looking his way but keeping my eyes on Deuk Jong.

"It means..." He put his head on my shoulders and leaned down to my ear. "You took care of them."

"Thank You Bong Cha. I will take him to his room." Both brothers stood up but Deuk Jong rushed up to me embracing me in his arms.

"Thank You for saving me mother." I gasped as he let me go and walked to his room. When he closed the door Deuk Soo looked my way.

"Our mom was murdered when we were younger. He used to call Soon mother but stopped awhile back. I hope it doesnt make you uncomfortable, Its a coping mechanism for him...he just wants a mother." Deuk Soo said before going into his brothers room.

"Have you talked to yours yet?" I heard Moon Jo ask behind me.

Yes. Scared her to bits

"Something is wrong with me...I...I almost killed her." I turned to him.

"Maybe she deserved it." He said coldly.

Yes she did

I raised my hand and slapped him.

"Fuck you Moon Jo, You dont know what my family deserves."

They dont derseve us Bong and you know that

"They dont deserve you, for sure. You deserve a family thag will let you be who you truly need to be. Who you should be. The person you want to let out...but you afraid arent you?" He stepped close to me until he seemed to drape over my head.

"Did that...satisfy you?" My breathe caught in my chest.

"EH!" I yelled stepping back. "Did that what??" He reached forward and grip a small part in the middle of my neck. I looked down at his hand and back up to him, he started to get back close to me but was interrupted by Ms. Soon.

"Oh! I see. Its not Jong Woo its Moon Jo." She smiled causing her eyes to disappear.

"No! Ms. Soon there is no Me and any of the other tenants. Its just me..." I said pushing Moon Jo to the side to speak to her. Then I looked away mumbling.

"Its always just me."

It has never just been you. You just surpressed me when I only just did what you asked and helped you.

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After a few hours I had decided to go and take a walk. Maybe some nice weather and an ice cream cone would make me feel better. On the way back I noticed a black car following me.

"This lady has got to be kidding me...seriously now shes following me." I said walking faster turning a corner. I turned around slightly to see the car struggling and as I turned back forward, I was pulled into a door.

"Christ is everyone following me!" I yelled as the light hit Moon Jo's face.

"I followed you to make sure you were okay. You seemed really...distraught yesterday." I tilted my head.

"What is wring with you people. How can you be so caring and attractive claiming to tey and help me but also freak me out and make me think your a goddamn pyschopath?" I asked.

"I told you my secret already. And i helped you hide your own. Im only trying to help you complete all your desires and wants." He said.

"I dont need any help Moon Jo. I need an answer, a reason my mother didn't tell me about my problem." He put his hand under my chin lifting it.

"See thats the problem. You think what you have is a problem. Your not sick, your simply doing the things others dont have the guts to do. People like Ja-Yoon dont deserve to be in the world, bullys like her are...are scum." He said. He twirled my hair around his finger.

Scum Like Her and our Mother dont deserve to be here

I shooke my head trying to knock the voice out.

"Shut up. Shut up!" I mumbled under my breath.

"Why do you not listen to your desires?" He asked.

"You asked me if I ever harmed or wanted to harm someone. I almost killed a man in america because he tried to take advantage of my friend. THAT is scum. JaYoon is just a brat obsessed with money?" I said about to leave the small room.

"Is she not scum for trying to replace you as a daughter. I heard you tell your mother to make her, her daughter if she liked Ja-Yoon so much." I frowned and looked away.

"Come with me love." He Said putting his hand out for me to grab.

Let Me Out Bong... I want to here what he has to say.