ummm my friend jane is the first one that said to continue the delirium so this is gonna be dedicated to her. you knw from last time that im not gonna do CUPS or rhyming and that this is whats REALLY inside my head and dont be offended by anything that i say plz. okay ppl here goes...
i found my glasses
i also found out that question
it was why do i like the color blue
i know why
it was my crushes favorite color
when i was six
kids those days...
i just lost something AGAIN
wait
...
no
fiber one gives you gass
soorry for being blunt
we learned about psychology today
in class
not in a trash can
thoses are dirty
why do i not like a lot of ppl?
why do i push ppl away?
i shouldnt, but i do?
i think thats bad for my psyche
speaking of psyche
i wanna try not sleeping for 72 hours
ms. g said i would start hallucinating
is that bad?
ya i think so
but my mind is so confused
it doesnt know whats best for me
i wonder if my boobs are too big
they hurt my back...
i dont like hurting,
so why dont i just act like other girls
that'd stop the hurting
right?
right?
should i settle,
for a boyfriend below my standards?
some would think my standards are inhuman
if so, can i get an alien
An:
intelligent
sexy
hilarious
kinda sensitive
sarcastic
alien who can put up with my bullshit.
Bullshit
is that what my life is now
Bullshit...
such an agreeable term
unlike complacent
i need to find the negative form of complacent
because thats what i am
complacent
giving up to where i am
i shouldnt be
