Each week it gets harder and harder
The pain gets deeper and deeper
My brain freezes and stops functioning
Everything sounds weird and abnormal
Faces and voices lost their meanings
Happiness has drowned in lifeless tears
Lost ability to think straight
What is two plus two
Call me a CEO of this weewoo house
We'll find a place for you too
It's okay to feel. It's okay to not feel okay. It's okay to not feel right, to feel broken, to feel like everything is falling apart. That's what makes us human beings. We all have those days, no matter who we are. Yes, it is painful. Yes, it hurts so much phisically and mentally. Yes, you might fail to perform your daily tasks or to live a normal life like you did a day or a week ago, or even an hour ago. It's just how it is. And it is completely normal to feel that way. Cry if you need. Scream if you need. Take a break if you need it. But most importantly remember that you are not alone feeling that.
I wrote this ''poem'' about a month ago. I felt so bad, almost insane, I wasn't able to attend some lectures, I was feeling guilty for not being 'a good student'. But that's not true. I am a good student. I am a human being. Your feelings are valid, and they do not label you a bad or a good person. That's just how you feel. It is completely normal. Now, as I am writing this, I feel much better. Who knows how it will be tomorrow? Whatever happens, however I will feel at that moment, that's just who I am.
We all live and learn. All of this 'philosophy' that I just wrote was unknown for me maybe a few months or years ago. It's funny because it's nothing hard to understand, it's not a math or chemical formula, it should be a logical thing to know. But I didn't know until I learned it from other people who experienced that. Sometimes it is easier to understand your feelings after you get to know other people experiences. It is easier like that, because then you don't feel alone.
*insert 'the more you know meme' here* hahaha
I wish I could go back in time and tell all of this to my younger self. Or maybe no.
Whoever will be reading this, I hope that you'll take something from this. Even a little tiny bit of information that would help you.
Have a nice day/night/morning/evening/lunch break/meal/sleep!!
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