he loves me, he loves me not( he drew me in sequel)

1 year

*hawks POV*

its been a year since she died. im still trying to wrap my head around but i know i have to move on fully, i mean i sort of have in some way. the new girl emmie that alaina and i broke up over in the first place. she is amazing, she has this soft blonde hair and these crystal blue eyes that you could get lost in forever and her skin is always glowing, but shes not alaina, and i know she never will be.

I stopped talking to everyone for a few months after the accident, i remember sitting in my room when my dad came in with a tear in his eye and told me
" eli, alaina has been in a car accident, she didnt make it"
the only person i talked to after that was em, we got closer and closer untill one day after school she brought me to the fair and we kissed on the ferris wheel. ever since then we have been completely in love. next week is our 9 month anniversary, but to be honest i dont think its going to last.

*emmies POV*

Is it bad that I dont care that shes dead, that I dont feel bad for hawk. im so much better in every way.

"emmi" a soft voice said, it was my little sister
"whats up kas"
her real names kassidy but i call her kas. shes going into her freshman year , im going into my junior year.
"jake, the guy i was talking to, cheated on me "

ah middle school relationships is all i could think

"so just get a new boyfriend"

"emmie carolyn" it was my mom

"yes mother" i said sarcastically

"do not help her with boys"

i couldnt beleive her right now. you have to know something, my dad died right before we moved here. car accident, thats why i dont care for that alainas girls death, she didnt mean shit to hawk and he knows it, he knows i mean more, he should care about me , he should feel sorry for me.

"well whos going to , not you thats for sure, ever since dad dies youve been a little bitch , suck it up and move on with your life, you didnt deserve a man like him anyways"
i stormed out of my room got in my car and drove to hawks house.