-2 hours before prom-
you were getting ready for prom with kaori and yukie, you guys were flushed with excitement to be spending the most important night in your highschool life with friends and lovers.
the boys soon pulled up infront of your house in a limo, kaori getting a corsage from sarukui and yukie getting one from homi. you walk out to see bokuto waiting, his lit up as he stood there looking at you up and down. you walk over to him as you let out a light chuckle.
"oh cmonn, i dont look that good" you say as you reach for his hand
bokuto shakes his head "you dont look good, you look AMAZING"
you both laughed as he put your corsage on your wrist and led you in the limo. on your way to the school you guys joked around and talked about ow amazing it is to see that time has flown by so fast. it felt like just yesterday bokuto confessed his love for you at the back of the school under the cherry blossom tree's, you were hoping that this night would turn from the best to the greatest but not everything can come true..
-11:12 am-
you have been dancing with bokuto and joking with friends you figured it was time to say your huge secret. you took a sip of some punch as you pulled bokuto to the middle of the gym.
he looked deeply concerned since he was in the middle of a conversation with akaashi and kaori.
"hm? something wrong babe."
you took a deep breath 'here goes nothing'. you look at him remembering that when you first got together he promised to stay with you forever no matter what.
"I have something to say and hope it wont change your love for me," you take step towards him
"never has never will. what is it"
you let out a paced exhale, "ive been hiding my love for the LGBTQ+ community from you, I..I'm trans and i wanna be (gender)...and i wanna change my name to (alternative name).."
bokuto laughed, thinking you were joking till he saw your face realizing you were serious. he stepped back with an alarmed look on his face trying to process what you has said. you started dig your nail into your had as you waited for a response, all the words he could form we
"what the fuck, ew.."
"bok-"
he cut you off. "its Kōtarō to you."
you felt your heart drop realizing you didnt hear what you thought you were gonna hear.., you take a look around and people are starting to notice you and bokuto having this talk. bokuto started to take this as a joke but was irritated by the situation as well.
"I'm not going to date a (slur), that would ruin my reputation and its generally disgusting."
he started pointing out your flaws in your body image and telling you that being a different gender, wont fix your insecurities or mind set. at this point everyone in the whole school is watching you get your confidence, your self-esteem, your heart get torn apart to shreds.
"it makes me sick y/n. I'm never calling you (alt. name) or your different pronouns"
it broke your heart knowing the love of your life.. now saying they dont support you. everyone who was round you started to whisper among the crowd, you instantly knew you were being talke about. the team walked back in the gym only to see this argument go down, they tried to bud in but bokuto wouldnt let them.
you held your head low as your eyes got watery and tears fogged up your vision. you were embarrassed.
"I understand.."
you wiped your tears as you walked out the gym just for you to slip off your heels and run home. akaashi was ready to run after you but bokuto threatened to kick him off the team if he did.
once you got home you undressed and took every once of make-up off, but he never left your head.
'he promised..'
you went to your room and locked the door as if you felt you should never be let out. you didnt sleep you just stared at your wall while twiddling your thumbs all night, you cried but not as hard as you thought you would.
you went to school the next day, not even seconds after you walk into school your already getting called slurs, having items thrown your way. everyone loathed you.
you tried talking to your "friends" but never got a response. sometimes you went home with bruises. you tried talking to Homi and Onaga but they always walked away with the heads slightly hanging low. they watched you cry, they watched you get bullied and hurt.. they watched you slowly crumble...
this was going on for weeks and all the pain you took at once made you numb, and careless. your grades dropped, health was low and your wish of everything to just stop was never gonna come true.
'Kōtarō Bokuto was a liar.'
YOU ARE READING
you promised.
Randomhello, i know i haven't finished the my other fanfic called '⚡electric love⚡' i will finish it but i wanted to publish this before i lost the idea. i wanna keep all details saved so you can be surprised as you read. enjoy!