You're My Light

♥Nana♥

Three Days Later…
“Now will you tell me” you begged laying on sasuke’s chest your arms crossed as your chin rested on your forearms. Your bright (eye color) eyes looked at him with curiosity “why do you wanna know so bad?” he asked looking down at her, his arms were also crossed but rested behind his head. It had been a week and three days since sasuke came to your lovely small home and to say the two of you got closer would be an understatement.

You really enjoyed having him stay here the warmth of his body filled yours making your own body feel not so...cold. Waking up next to him every morning seemed like a fairy tail maybe she would get her happily every after, after all. Though the chances were very slim she knew this for she knew one day she would wake up and sasuke wouldn’t by her side anymore for he had other things to do than to stay up in a 16 year old girls room all day.

When he went out for long summer walks you wished so much that you could join him to feel the hot summer sun on your face to be closer to him out in daylight.  Well it wasn’t so bad waiting for him when he returned you could feel the heat from his skin course through your body he was your sun, your light in the darkness and you couldn’t be happier knowing he was here even if it would be just for a little while.

“I told you everything about me now it’s your turn so spill it” she demanded poking his nose “I don’t think I’m ready for you to know that just yet” he whispered lowly looking away a sad look now playing on his face. You bit down on your bottom lip now sitting up. “Sasuke-kun I didn’t mean to-”  “it’s fine” he cut you off getting off the bed, he made his way to bathroom.

You got up to follow him when he closed the door in your face “sasuke wait” you called reaching for the door knob that’s when you heard it click, panicking you jiggled the knob “hey don’t lock me out my own bathroom sasuke answer me do you hear me!” you whispered yelled pounding on the door.

Sasuke P.O.V
I locked the door “sasuke wait” I heard her call for me, she soon began to jiggling the door knob in a panic, I sighed pressing my back up against the wall sliding down. ‘I knew she would ask one of these days but now that were so close I can’t possibly let her know my secret’ I closed my eyes sighing once more combing my bangs upward ‘if she was to ever find out she would hate me for using her’.

I had to clear my head, getting up off the bathroom floor I made my way over to the sink turning on the hot water I let it run for a bit. Cupping my hands under the faucet I splashed  some hot water on my face “sasuke you ok in there?” I heard her question “I’m fine” I told her though it was a complete lie ‘how could you lie to her you love her right?’ I heard a voice say “she’ll hate me if she found out” I whispered looking down.

‘But you wish to protect and take care of (name) right sasuke?’ the voice spoke once more “of course I do!” I whispered yelled ‘you can’t have a successful relationship with her if you lie’ “you don’t think I know this of course I know that!”  ‘THEN TELL HER THE TRUTH’ it screamed “SHUT UP GET OUT OF MY HEAD!” I yelled banging my fist up against the glass mirror, I looked down having my hair sweep over my face.

Normal P.O.V
“SASUKE~!!” you screamed banging on the door hard, you jiggled the door knob fiercely “sasuke what’s wrong? Open the door let me in!” you yelled pressing your shoulder up against it trying to push on it. At that moment the door opened revealing the young raven. Since you were pressed against the door you fell back hitting his chest.

Looking up you saw his onyx eyes were slightly red‘was he crying?’ you thought reaching up to touch his face. “Don’t” he growled lowly turning away, you gasped silently putting your hand on his chest.“I’m here for you ya’know so please if something’s bothering you tell me” you pleaded gripping tightly to his shirt looking down.

“I’m fine” he whispered “you're lying I know something’s wrong so just-”  “I SAID I’M FINE SO JUST GO! YOUR ANNOYING!!” he yelled pushing her away from him. You looked up at with shocked eyes for a moment before glaring up at him. “Fine if that’s what you want!” you glared walking out the room closing the door.

He sighed pressing his back up against the wall the same wall you laid against on the other side of the room. “I just don’t want to hurt her” he whispered to himself looking down making his hand into a fist.

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After a few hours of both of them ignoring each other sasuke finally decide to get up and talk to (name) to be the bigger person. “(Name)” he whispered walking carefully over to her, she looked up from her knees her eyes were puffy, her cheeks were stained with tears and her eyes were red. “What do you want” she scold him her voice was weak due to the crying and sobbing.

Sasuke rubbed the back of his head looking away “I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said that to you” he whispered now sitting right next to her. “I just wanted to help” you whispered back “I know..for that I’m sorry I shouldn’t have acted the way I did” he wrapped his arm around her shoulder pulling her into his chest “I didn’t mean to make you cry” he whispered in her ear. “I never wanna see you cry...I love you (name)” he whispered softly towards the end, though she barely heard it ‘did I hear that right’ she thought ‘did sasuke just say he...loves me?!’