UNDECIDED

PROLOGUE

The sound of the rain hitting the windows echoes through the room. Other than that there was silence. The tension in the room was so thick it was getting hard to breath, all I wanted was to go back to how we were a few minutes ago. Happy.

*FLASHBACK*

"Harry stop!" I scream as he tickles me half to death. I couldn't get any air in my lungs, I was laughing too hard. "HARRY...AIR...LUNGS...NO"

He burst out laughing, falling off me and landing on his back with a little bounce. "That's what you get for calling my dick 'Harry Junior'" he rolled his eyes playfully.

 "I mean... its not like its not living up to its name" I said, lying straight through my teeth, I knew he was big. But his ego was bigger, so I have to keep him grounded sometimes.

He gasped. "You are unbelievable Luella, un-fucking-believable" he stood up and walked into the bathroom.

Harrys phone buzzed next to me, it was an unknown caller. I answered the phone.

"Hello? Who's this?" I ask. the person answers, it sounds like a mans voice.

"Hello darling, you must be Luella. I'm Alex. its lovely to hear your voice, how are you?"

"I- I don't know an Alex, How do you know my name? Why are you calling Harrys phone?"

"Oh love, I know more than just your name. why don't you ask your dear boyfriend who I am?

I froze. I hear the toilet flush and the bathroom door open, Harry walks out.

"Babe who are you ta-" I cut him off.

"Harry, who is Alex?" His face falls and goes pale, he stares at me but doesn't answer. I start to get worried.

" Harry. who the fuck is Alex, and why do you look like you've seen a ghost?" He ignores my question.

"Lu put the phone on speaker." and I do so. "Alex, I already told you to stop! I'm not following any of your stupid fucking orders anymore, I've had enough!" He shouts in the phone. The vein on his neck now prominent because of his anger.

"Harry. you know the consequences if you don't do what I say. The girl goes. Or ill take care of  her myself, maybe have a little fun with her before throwing her away. She's very pretty isn't she?" Alex says in a cold, hard voice.

Harry looks like he's about to explode. I end the call without another word. turning to harry.

"What does he mean 'get rid of me' Harry?" I ask worried.

He takes a deep breath, running his fingers through his curls. "I- I can explain...I um, I've been lying to you this whole time." He says quickly, I just about catch what he said.

My heart drops in my chest. "Harry, what do you mean you've been lying to me? lying about what?

"Lu i-"

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"Harry, you said you cared!" I cried. Tears falling down the apples of my cheeks. Something was wrong, I've never seen him like this. He's usually happy and making jokes, but right this moment he was the complete opposite. His eyebrows furrowed as he held an angry expression on his face. This wasn't the Harry I know. That's not my harry.

"I lied, Luella. I don't care. I don't care about you, you could die and I wouldn't give a shit." He spat, eyes dark as he held eye contact.

Ouch.

That hurt.

Really hurt.

I held back my tears and slowly started walking towards him. He stood there, by the door, with an unreadable expression on his face. "Harry?" I took one step closer. He swiftly moved his hand behind to the back pocket of his jeans, taking out a gun and pointing it at me.

"Come any closer and I will shoot" He stared me dead in the eyes. "Get the fuck out Luella, I mean it"

I stared at the barrel of the gun that's a few inches away from my forehead. I looked into his eyes. Tears are now freely falling down my face as I hold back a sob, taking steps back keeping my eyes on him. I break the eye contact and walk towards the door, turning back one more time. His gun is lowered and his face holds an immense amount of guilt.

"Fuck you, harry"

"I love you, lu"