My Idol Love

Part 1 - Stupid Jerk

You live alone in nice house in the middle of Seoul City. You work in a big company as managers’ boss so you got a pretty good salary. You have your drinking group called ‘Soga’. This group contains 5 peoples (including you). You have your own reason to join this group. It’s not because you like to drinking (and the truth is you can’t drink. Even you got just one shot, you’ll drunk and forget everything), but you have a crush in that group. His name is Shin Eun Won. You always called him as ‘Won Oppa’. You had crush on him since you a beginner at the company. So in order to ‘make a move’, you joining his drinking group. This Friday, you promised them that you’ll come and join them. And since you wanna look pretty in front of  Eun Won, you calling your bestie, Park Ji Ah to help you choosing for your clothes. “Ya (Y/N)-ah~” “Hmm? What is it Ji Ah?” “Wear this. I think you look perfect with this.” She give you a cream chiffon shirt and a ripped white jeans. “What about the shoes?” “Just wear this.” She gave you a black-ribbon high heels and you know that it’s perfect for you. “Ju Ah yaa~ Gomawoyo… I don’t know how if I live without you…” “Hahahaha c’mon (Y.N)-ah, you’re gonna be late.” “Hahahaha okay, just do whatever you want in my place and just sleepover like usual, okay?” “Okay~ be careful~” Then you drove your car to apgujeong-dong and went to zz bar. “(Y/N)-aaahh~~ finally you here” one of your drinking buddies said. He is Choi Dong Soo. You kinda hate him because he really like to drunk like all the time. “Oh hi sunbae. Already drink?” “Ugh I look like I’m drunk didn’t it? But I’m not (Y/N)-aahhh~~” You decided to ignore him. Seems like Eun Won hasn’t come yet. So you decided to take a ship of beer in front of you even though you hate it. And then you start to playing with your phone when suddenly someone blindfold you. “Guess who am i?” “Won oppa!” “Omo, I busted hahaha…” You laughed along with him. “Sorry I’m late. The traffic was pretty busy today.” “Ah it’s okay oppa, I’ve just arrived too.” “They seems like having a good time without us. Should we go out?” “W-we? You mean you and me oppa?” “Yeah, who else?” “O-okay…” You were extremely happy because it’s like the day you’ve waited for all this time. You both walking on the side-road side to side. You can feel your knees were burning up because of tiredness. But it won’t let you down because it’s such a wasted moment if you stop. So you walking slower than him so he didn’t notice it. “(Y/N)-ah” “Yes oppa?” “Let’s just sit here.” You didn’t realize that you both reached at a park. You can see there’s no one except you and him. “Ah yes oppa.” You sit on the park bench and let out a sigh. “Are you okay (Y/N)-ah?” “Ah I’m okay oppa, it’s just a little tiring to walk with this high heels.” “Glad we sitting in here then…” “Yeah oppa. Thank you so much” and then you both remain silent. No one of you trying to make a conv. Suddenly, you can see that Eun Won sitting closer and closer to you. Your heart is beating really fast and you know this is the moment that you can cherish forever. He’ll gonna kiss you. “(Y/N)-ah… you’re so pretty tonight” “Ah r-really oppa? T-thank you so much” You were shuttering like crazy. And you can see that Eun Won’s hand on your thighs and start to caressing it. From that, you can feel something wrong but you don’t know what. “You know, everytime I saw you, you more prettier than girls out there…” “Ah really?” “Of course…” Then his head get closer to yours and you can feel his warm breath. You start to close your eyes and you feel a warm lips on your lips. It didn’t take a long time until you feel something on your breast. He’s freaking touch your breast. “What the heck oppa what are you doing?!?” “What? I think we’re gonna do it right? C’mon babe, you’ll like it.” You slap him “Don’t you dare to touch me, Shin Eun Won!!” Then you run away. You crying all the way back. You decide to take off your high heels since you’re in pain and didn’t mind if your knees get dirty. Your make up was ruined by your tears and you’re really look pathetic. You got in to your car and off back to home. When you about to open the door, your friend, Ji Ah already opened it for you. “Hey girl how’s you- WHAT HAPPENED DARLING? Omo…” you burst into tears and start to tell her everything. “Omg that bastard! How could he?! Omo, (Y/N)-ah, from now on, don’t ever join that stupid drinking group! Okay?” “Okay…” You cleaned up yourself and went to bed. You ask Ji Ah to sleep next to you. “Just sleep now (Y/N)-ah, tomorrow we gonna shopping to make you feel better, okay?” “Okay… thanks for being here Ji-ah” “Anything chingu-ah…” then you off to sleep. The next day, Ji Ah wake you up and you getting ready. “(Y/N)-ah c’mon!” “A minute please!” then you go out of your room, you wearing a mini flare skirt and a green blouse and a flat shoes since you don’t want to wear high heels. You both off to a mall. “(Y/N)-ah, today is the day that we’ll gonna spend our money just for clothes and food! Okay?” “Definitely!” This is the best way you relieved the stress away. You bought many- almost everything. You were forget about everything and just have fun with Ji Ah. Then something catch your eyes. There are many people gathering around and taking photos. You decided to look what’s happening at there. You try to get in to the crowded, but you’re being pushed around and you realize you’re in front of someone you know. “Taetae? Kim Taehyung?” He just looking at you with a cold eyes. “Oh… so you forget about me… then I’ll go” you said. Taehyung is a singer from a boy band group called BTS. How do you know him? Well he’s your childhood friend. Whenever you are he’ll always beside you. One day, when you both were just graduated from high school, you heard that Taehyung was accepted as a trainee in iBigHit Ent. Of course you happy for him because it’s his dream. But since he go in and be a trainee, you both lost connection. At first you were asking why he being like that and then you understand that he’s too busy to prepared himself to be a singer. So you continue your life and start forget about him. You search for Ji Ah and go home. When you arrived at home, you change your clothes and cooking for dinner. When you about to eat, your phone start beeping twice and you wonder who send you a message. You open the message “HI (Y/N)-AH! IT’S BEEN A LONG TIME NOT SEEING YOU! YOU MISS ME? – TaeTae ;)” You just can’t believe what you saw. Kim Taehyung just send you a message?

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