Part 8

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Tw- Body image issues

You and Nobara were currently shopping looking for cloth. You could tell that Nobara really liked shopping but you didn't expect to be shopping for the past 3 hours now and she says there were still many stores to go to.

While Nobara had her hands full with bags and still wanting more you only had about 5 bags. You brought socks, a nice outfit, and hoodies three of them. Nobara would make you try out cloth she thought would look cute on you.

And indeed the cloth she would pick out were really nice. But your insecurities thought differently.  This dress she picked out was a bottom tank top dress color red-brownish

  This dress she picked out was a bottom tank top dress color red-brownish

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(Just choose a dress that I probably could never wear)

"I don't know Nobara.. it's a nice dress but when would I wear it?" You say trying to find an excuse not to buy this dress.
"When you feel pretty just wear it, whenever I feel like I want to look pretty I put on a nice outfit. She says
I don't feel pretty

You have alway had a body image issue, it was bad when you were younger. Couldn't go out if you weren't wearing a hoodie to hide your stomach. It took you a long time to have the confidence to even go out just wearing a shirt and having no sweater with you or at least wrapped on your waist.

That's why you never wear dresses and alway wearing hoodies. You couldn't bare to see yourself in the mirror. Alway thought if you don't look at yourself in the mirror then you cant feel bad.

You were now able to wear a shirt and not worry about bringing a sweater with you. Though you still had trouble having the confidence to wear crop tops or spaghetti straps shirt in public.

You don't feel skinny, alway looking at the fat in your stomach that is natural and trying to hide it. Your mom alway told you everyone has fat ,that it's something's humans can't change. Your trying to change your mindset of yourself slowly.

"But I- I don't know," you say really unsure
"Y/n you're buying it, you look hot and I don't compliment people a lot. I'll even pay for it Y/n who knows maybe your asked on a date and need an outfit" she says wiggling your brows trying to convince you.

"Fine but stop doing that it's creepy"




"Can I order a muffin and smoothie" you say to the waiter taking your and Nobara's order. You guys decided to take a break from shopping and grab something to eat.

"I love Tokyo," Nobara says as she looked out the window seeing the buildings and people walking by talking on the phone or holding hands.
You too joined her by admiring the view of Tokyo here. It was much louder and more people here than in Sendai city.

"My parents would hate it here," you say laughing remembering how they hated loud noise and preferred to live in the more quiet area.
Nobara smiled at you


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