A Choni love story

Leaving again

(Cheryl's POV)
We fell asleep after what happened yesterday. I have no idea why I kept blacking out while she was talking. Maybe I can talk to cousin Betty about it. I got out of the bed with Toni being careful not to wake her up. I went to see cousin Betty. I walked up to her house i'm not here often because up until Toni's hospital visit. I knocked on the door and my aunt Alice answered it she hugged me and asked "hey cherry what brings you here?". "uh i wanted to talk to Betty if i can" i replied kinda awkwardly. "Yeah of course she just up in her room you can go up" she said letting me in. I ran up the stairs and into Betty's room "cousin?" I greeted her wanting to ask my question already. She raised her eyebrows for me to continue on with what I was gonna say. "I've been experiencing some black outs and I wanted to know if you knew anything about that" I said sitting on her bed. She sat up next to me "uhm yeah actually I've been experiencing a similar thing. My Dad had them too so I did some digging in the Cooper- Blossom family history and found out they do way back from decades. It's just some random thing that happens with our genes nothing serious Cousin" she explained. I nodded and was about to walk out but Betty stopped me " Hey Cheryl are you ok? You know with all the stuff that happened with Toni and the pills?" She asked making me go sit back down. "I-I can't really say I'm ok when I'm constantly worried about her thinking she might do it again or that the first time was my fault. Maybe if we hadn't gotten into that argument she would be fine. I really don't know what I'm feeling at all cousin" I said letting my feeling flow to my brain and fall out my mouth. "I feel that when Jug was in the hospital I wouldn't eat sleep anything I felt like I could've done something to prevent him going to sacrifice himself to penny Peabody. But I soon realized I couldn't have done anything about it and you need to realize that too cousin ok?" She said making a clever point but I still couldn't shake that feeling but it's ok. I nodded slowly. "Thanks cousin I'll call you later I need to go see Toni" I said and ran downstairs. "Hey auntie I just wanted to say thank you for everything you know protecting me when my mom left me? And all." She nodded her head saying your welcome and with that I was out the door. I drove all the way back to the hospital with some pops for my love. But when I opened the door I saw her curled up in a ball all in a chair she was dressed but her knees were in her chest as she had her head down. I rushed up to her and sat the food down next to us "hey hey baby what's wrong can you tell me ?" I asked. She lifted her head up slowly, hearing the calmness in my voice made her calm down. "B-Babe I thought you l-left me I-I-"she put her head down and sobbed again. I rubbed her back and just let her cry. " Hey babe you wanna eat now?" I asked her. She shook her head no but I realized she hadn't eaten all day. "Babe come on eat for me please?" I pouted. She smiled at me and took the food I was giving her. I watched as she ate making sure she was eating it "You just gonna watch me eat?" She asked laughing and picking at it now. I nodded trying to swallow my food. I grabbed my cherry cola from the other side of my tray. She reached for my soda but I moved it away from her "You have your own" I whined. "But I want yours can I have some please?" She asked making puppy eyes at me . I gave in and gave her the soda. She smiled and kissed my cheek. She was drinking my soda while I gave her a glare "what don't look at me like that" she said still drinking it. That's when I snatched it from her. There was only a sip left in it. "Bae you drunk it all" I said and threw the can in the garbage. I looked at her and crossed my arms as I turned away. She came up to me and straddled me "Bebe come on" she said slapping me gently on my face. I grabbed her hands and pushed her on the bed that was next to the table. I leaned down to her ear to whisper "Now stop slapping me before I punish you alright?". She whimpered but nodded. I released her hands "Good girl don't do that again" she nodded and continued to eat. Then when we finished eating the doctor came. I stood up with Toni in my arms "so she's allowed to go now just pack her stuff up and you can go." We got her dressed and we left the hospital.

You know I'm so fucking done with people. I wanna die. But people won't let me *cough* djtopazblossom *cough*