WOLF SOUL (bxb) COMPLETED

2.1 Stay Please

These wolves meant business. I backed away from Sebastian, but he reflexively grabbed my arm and pulled me back next to him. "I can handle this..WE can handle this," he breathed. Just as he said that, the wolf I saw a glimpse of appeared to have leaped out from within Sebastian. Throughout the whole time his eyes glowed gold, and the auburn wolf had one gold and one pale blue eye. This was..the wolf from my dream!! It shadows at the two wolves, as the two barker and snarled back. Finally one impatiently lounged at the auburn wolf and the two were biting and barking ferociously at one another. Sebastian's grip on me loosened and I tore from him running towards the other wolf. "Urie, DON'T..," Sebastian shouted. The wolf I ran towards looked at me and I froze where I stood. Fear traveled all throughout my body. I couldn't move at all. Just as the wolf went to lounge at me its claws ready, Sebastian tackled me out of the way and we fell into the stream. The auburn wolf was having a upper hand on the wolf, and ended up pinning it down enough for its jaws to clamp down on the wolf's neck. The wolf whimpered and tried to escape but it was making its death come sooner. The other rabid wolf grew frightened and fled yelping into the forest. I still could remember that look in the eyes of the wolf. Powerful flashbacks of that day..happened. I remember the crazed look in its eyes. I remember damn near bleeding to death when it pounced on me and scratched my neck..and my sides. Those red eyes, the madness on its disposition. "Come back to me..," a voice said casually. I glanced over and noticed Sebastian looking at me concerned. He placed his hand on my cheek, "Urie, you're back." I nodded slowly, and I swallowed hard. I stood up and started shivering as I could now feel the cold air more intensely now that I was wet. Sebastian carried me on his back back to the cabin. "As we speak I'm warning my Alpha about the rabid wolf that escaped." I counted tightly to him and hid my face. I looked like an idiot. A child..my uncle was right I'm still soft. I slid slowly off Sebastian's back and stood there drenched and still not fully there. Sebastian walked me to a chair, "Sit down..I have to treat you scratch on your face." I flopped down, and Sebastian tilted my head to look up at him. "A scratch..I'm not pleased," he said seriously. He sniffed around before finally he found the first aid kit. He placed a small bandaid on my cut and sat down in front of me. I stared indirectly and away from him. "I could have had them..," I muttered quietly. "No, you were traumatized..you couldn't attack them like that," he replied. I sat there, and he reached to touch one of the scars on my neck. I flinched and he sighed and moved slower. "I just..have to see," Sebastian stated slowly. He touched my scar and his eyes glowed bright gold. He sat there a long moment and stared off as if he were in a trance. He pulled his hand away slowly and tightened his hand into a fist. "I'm.. sorry that you experienced such a tragedy," he replied through gritted teeth. I looked at him, and he was angry that I was hurt. "And..on top of that your only family..your uncle.. brainwashed you into thinking all of us are like that," he spat. I looked away from him, and rubbed my arm. "It's not..his fau--," I started. Sebastian's eyes fell on me and I looked away. "He's taking his anger out on you as well..that's not how you handle things," Sebastian said. He's right, but..this is the only lifestyle I know. I shuttered suddenly, my clothes are still drenched. I felt..too pathetic to even move. "Come on.. lets get you warm," Sebastian smiled. I am unsure why, but I'm starting to trust him. More and more. I want him to stay by my side. He has been nothing but genuine since he met me. He carried me upstairs and recoiled into him. Midnight watched us and followed behind curiously. She wasn't acting up at all. I let go of him and he lowered me down. He went through my drawer and pulled put my boxer briefs, and then went to the closet to pull put a shirt and pants. The entire time I was shuddering as my lower lip turned a light blue tint. He raised my arms and removed my shirt. I placed my hands on my jeans and unbuttoned them. I unzipped them and stepped out if them as the fell to the floor. I was kind of embarrassed for him to see me, but his expression was willingly throughout the entire time. I placed my hand on my sides to hide my scars. "Don't..," he replied. He moved my hand down and bent closer slowly. He brushed his lips across the sensitive scar and kissed each one slowly. My face flushed red, and I tensed up a little. He stood upright, and smiled. He grabbed a blanket drapped over a chair and through it around my shoulders covering me in it completely. He grabbed my game and laced his fingers with mine. We walked downstairs, and I frowned a little. "Sebastian..you are risking a lot being here..," I stated. He nodded, "I smell the death of the wolves here and that scent travels far..it makes it worse that your uncle stuffed and mounted other wolves in this house as trophies," he replied through gritted teeth. I frowned a little, "You.. don't have to force yourself to stay here." He glanced at me, "You..don't get it do you?" I looked at him and blinked. "I'm not forcing myself to stay here..," he paced slowly. His eyes were gold, and he seemed anxious. I sat down and wrapped up in the blanket. "Urie..there's..something wrong here..," he replied through a tense jaw. "My Alpha...his scent..it is all over here.." His eyes didn't rest on anything, they darted all about. They then moved to the carpet in the middle of the living room space. He pushed the table on top of the carpet out of the way. His eyes widened and he growled. He gripped the carpet, "Stained..stained with..blood." I stood and placed a hand on his shoulder but jerked it away when the static shocked me. His hair stood on ends again, and his breathing became rushed. "The blood..the blood is..it was here and..I CAN'T hear him anymore, my Alpha," he replied through gritted teeth. He stood up slowly, and turned to look at me, "I can force myself to ignore all of that.. to become deaf and dumb. Try to.. calm Ayd..try to tune out his warnings in my head." He took slow steps toward me as he spoke and I backed into a wall. "For you..," he stated quietly. "And because of that.. we will be in more trouble than I can possibly state." I looked down. "It's my fault..," I started. He smirked slightly, "I'm also to blame..I pursued you despite the warnings." He shrugged casually, "Which is fine.. because I want to pursue you. I want you to be mine." He closed in the gap between us his lips close to mine. I blushed more, and bit on my lower lip. I want you to pursue me. I want you to want me. I want you. He moved back slowly, "I..have to disappear again. One of those wolves..the one that fled was part of my pack. Which means..they are close by." My phone ringed on the counter and I really didn't feel like answering it. I moved towards it, and answered. "WHERE ARE YOU??!," a voice boomed in my ear. I knew who it was instantly, my uncle. "At the cabin," I swallowed. "I went out hunting for a while.." He sighed, "Good..good..just stay inside for a while there is a semi huge pack headin' over there and they are angry sons of bitches. You can't take them all on either." I gritted my teeth. Yeah, you would be concerned about just that. I hung up, and Sebastian looked at me. "I..have to go," he replied. I gripped his arm, but I couldn't look him in the face. "Stay...please," I said quietly. He exhaled  quietly and smiled a little. "I-I'm really sorry for..the wolvesbane..and," I choked out. My voice grew hoarse, and I was on the verge of breaking down. God, you're so pathetic... I didn't care, I just didn't want to be alone. He took my hand and we walked back over to the couch. He sat down and I sat down slowly next to me. He sat back a moment and I shivered while keeping myself wrapped up in the covers. He pulled me closer and I laid my head on his shoulder. "I will stay a few extra minutes, for your sake," he smiled. "I'm sorry for..everything," I muttered. His warmth made me relax and feel comfortable. I want to be close to him. "Don't worry about it," he replied. I closed my eyes a moment and was starting to drift off. The warmth made me feel so calm, enough to properly fall asleep. I curled up next to him, and muttered, "Thank you..." Not long after that I grew limp and fell asleep.