Trey---- :)
It's been four months since Crystal moved in. I want her to be my girl so bad. I just don' want to rush into things, she has a lot going on. It's just something about her that draws me to her. Like she is not like most girls I've been with or met at that. Like she cares about her future and her 'child'. She is more than independent, and she already got her money stacked and ready to go to move out, She just has to finish the rooms and stuff. To be honest I don't want her to go. Good thing is she isn't using me or my mom she is just her. I like that. I was waking up to Angel and Brycen babbling in a bassinet by my bed. They are so cute.
I got up and started to play with them. They are getting big. Brycen is 7 months now and so is angle the are a week apart. The front door opens and feet trot heavily up the stairs. Crystal.
"Hey, babe" I say while putting the babies on the floor and giving Crystal a hug and kiss on the cheek.
"Hey sorry I left, I went to go get us something to eat and get more baby food. I didn't want to wake you so I just put them together."
"You cool. What you got me to eat, Ma?"
"Ihop downstairs on the coffee table, I have to get ready for work and drop Brycen off at daycare so I'll see you when I drop Brycen off at 7, okay?" She always styas so busy but, I can't blame her. She always on her grind.
"Iight ma" I should tell her I love her now. I think.. "Crystal" I say just as she was leaveing the room."I love you"
"OK, I wish I could say it back and mean it. Um, Can we talk about this another time. I have to get to work. I'm running late."
"Yeah, I understand. I'll take B For you and pick him up later if you want so you can get off earlier"
"You sure?" I nod. "Okay, well bye bye Bry Bry, Gel Gel,and Treye Waye" She laughs walking out of the room. I was hurt by her not saying it back but I also understand her reasoning
. I can't force love on anyone.
*I know it's been forever. Alot of things are going on and and I have to give Down and set back. Until by bestie gets better. I will be uploading My Love My Life My Everything..Maybe. WEll comment what you think and vote. I will be backkk :)
