Living The Dream (Adopted By Harry Styles)

Why her?

Harry's POV

Have you ever noticed, that you never realize how much you need something until it's gone?

That's how I'm feeling right now.

Carol was such an important person in my life. I never realized the impact she had on me, until she died yesterday.
I get up from my bed to go take a shower. I turn on the water to the hottest temperature. I take off all of my clothing and step into the steaming water.

As I take the shower, I forget all about Carol and clear all the sadness that is in my mind. I don't even wash myself, I just stand there as the hot water hits my back.

Eventually, I start to wash my hair, then clean the rest of my body. I step out of the shower and as soon as I hit the tile floor, the anguish comes back. Carol drowns in my mind. Her voice, her last words, replaying over and over in my mind. "Why did you leave?!?' I scream.

"I NEED YOU!" I start to get upset. I pound on the walls. I throw my lamp and punch the picture of us on the wall. "Why her, God?" I sob. "Why her!" I cry. "Anyone but her!" I curl up in a little ball and start rocking back and forth. I cry and scream,'Why her' over and over again.

Some people may not understand how important she is to me. She was such a great friend, she was almost like my little sister. I would always try to protect her from the boys that seemed like jerks. I tried to tell her that Taylor's biological father wasn't the right one, but she wouldn't listen. It hasn't even been 24 hour and I already miss her.

Carol helped me get through the times when I didn't really like who I was. She made me feel important and not care when people brought me down . Now who was there to tell me that I was important? No one.

Of, course my family could help. Just a little bit. My family will always make me feel good, because they are my family. I think it's better to get it from your friend, because they will tell me what they truly think about me.

My thoughts are interrupted when my phone starts to ring on my bed. I get up to see the caller ID and it says 'Mum 2' which is Carol's mum. I answer the phone quickly.
phone convo
H=Harry CM= Carol's Mum
CM- Hi Harry.
H- Hi Rachel.
CM- How are you doing?
H- Not too good.
CM- I'm sorry, Harry. I know how much she meant to you. Eric (Carol's Dad) and I aren't taking it well either. It was so unexpected.
H- If you guys need anything just give me a ring.
CM- Thank you. I was just calling you to tell you that the funeral will be on Thursday (3 days from then).
H- ok thanks
CM- No problem, take it easy. Love you.
H- Love you too, bye.
CM- Bye.
Hangs up phone

I know her parents wanted nothing to do with Carol when they found out she was pregnant. I didn't like what her parents did, they should've stayed with her. Eric and Rachel still love there daughter no matter what, they were just disappointed in her decision.

Then, I remember Taylor. My new daughter.
I need to see her.
I slick back my long hair and put on a white button down shirt (lol did anyone get it). I put on my light brown Saint Laurent shoes and grab the keys to my Audi R8 and speed to the hospital.

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HOLY CRAP I DIDN'T EXPECT ANYONE TO READ THIS! Anyway, my friend kati is going to help me write this because I'm so busy with soccer and stuff. But anyway thanks for all the reads and I'll try to update ASAP!-Troy