How am I supposed to recover from this. How do you let go, it's like my hands are metaphorically glued to your arm and I won't let go until you pry and pry with all the strength in your body.That causes me to shut down, like a robot some pulled out it's battery or unplugged a computer. The only difference between this and the computer is any unsaved data on a computer is gone. This is stuck in my head forever, I'm scarred for life, and now I Am afraid of everything with the Fear that I may feel like this again.
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