Starting to Break Apart

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Jay's P.O.V.

I'm sitting here, feeling like an ass.I hurt a girl, physically and mentally, and now I just want to crawl up and die, but I won't, I wouldn't.I don't yet know if the one I love is alive yet.If she did wake up, and knew I was dead, I feel she would be so sad and probably would have felt better off dead.I just feel as if I'm just some big screw up.I've decided to go into Tom's room and talk to him, believe it or not but he was always a great friend to talk to in a time like this.So I went in and locked the door, Riley was in there but past asleep on Tom and snorring a storm, it was cute really.Anyways I sat down and looked at Tom and finally started talking.

Me:Hey Tom how you doing?I heard surgery is coming later in the morning, hopefully you'll make it, we all miss you, RIley does.Haha, but Tom I need to ask you something....does it seem as if.....I've been neglecting Evelyn?I mean yea I guess I've been paying attention to Sarah but it's only because of what's been happening to her, I mena I don't like her like that, I love Evelyn like that.And I feel as if I always will, I don't know why whe wouldn't think that, I thought I already proved it to her but I-I guess not

I started getting emotional and I started crying

Me:God damn it what do I have to do?!Nothing I can't do nothing!She's passed out because she was going to confornt me on my stupidty!It's all my fault!

I had my head in my hands and something unexpected happened....

Tom:Jay......M-marry her.

Me:Your up!

Tom:Mary her, that'll show her

Me:How do you know if she'll even say yes?

Tom:Jay, she freakin loves you, she'll say yes

I started smiling,knowing that he's up and he has helped me I then just gave him a big hug.

Me:OH TOM IT'S SO GREAT TO HAVE YTOU BACK WE ALL MISSED AND WE WERE WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU WE THOUGHT YOU HAD DIED!!!!

Tom:Jay calm your tits!

Me:I'M SORRY THEY ARE JUST ALL RILED UP!!!

Just then Riley woke up from all the screaming

Riley:Huh?TOM!!

She then started hugging him

Me:Haha you knwo what I think I'll leave you too be

And then I left with Riley kissing Tom's face and Tom trying to tell her to stop.I decided to go into Evelyn's room and I took her hand and kissed it.

Me:No matter what happens I will be here and when you wake up....I will purpose to you to show you my love for you....

Siva's P.O.V.

I felt the tears welling up in my eyes, I don't cry much, but this is just.....terrible.I fell to the ground with my head in my hands and I started crying.I felt pathetic but I couldn't help it, I loved Bailey and then she just said no more, I understand why but we were putting up a good fight I mean I know that we've been in the hospital a lot and to jail but we've fought past it I just wish it didn't end like this.Just then I got a random call

Me:*Sniff*Yes?

Max:SIVA YOU GUYS NEED TO GO AND FIND KAT NOW SOMETHING BAD HAS HAPPENED TO HER!!!

Me:Calm down Max!

Max:NO I WON'T LIVE WITH MYSELF IF I DON'T KNOW IF SHE'S ALRIGHT!!!

Me:Okay Max I'll try and find her, any idea where she was?!

Max:Uh no not really she sounded drunk so probably near some bar but that's all I know

Me:Ugh okay I'll tell they ones that aren't in a comma or hurt....

Max:Thanks Siva!

ANd then I hung up, I swear Max can be such a mess sometimes but then I got the others which was Jay, Bailey, Riley, and Sarah.Once I told him they all split up but Bailey went and paired up with Sarah just incase so I pulled Sarah aside for a minute...

Me:Hey Sarah can I ask you something?

Sarah:Uh sure?

Me:Um do you think that you could see if Bailey still likes me and might wanna geeet back together?

Sarah:What?

Me:Yea she said we should stop because if we would have done what we were suppose to none of this would have happened

Sarah:Oh well.....no

Me:What?!Why!?

Sarah:Because I'm not gonna do your dirty work no excuse me, I have to go......

And she walked away just like that.....now I'll never get Bailey back...

Riley's P.O.V.

So I'm off going to look for kay and all we know she was drunk near some bar, but I don't believe it so I take matters in my own hand and just walk around randomly.I couldn't find her any where and no one texted saying they found her so I suppose there was still no sign of her.I started worrying, where was Kat, and where we ever going to find her?We had to she was our everything and what would our band be without her?!It's almost hard to believe we had a band thought.....I kept looking with no sign still and just when I was about to give up I looked into an alley and I heard crying and so I went towards it, and there she was in nothing but a robe crying her head off.

Me:Kat?

Kat:Huh!RILEY!!!

She ran up and hugged me and started crying even more saying how scared she was and is!

Me:Woah owah come on let's get in the car and let me call everybody, then when we get back to the hospital you can tell us all what happened.

Kat:NO!I can't tell them!Tell them I'm save but I wanna go home....

Me:Well okay, if you insist

So I drove her home after I called everyone and said we were going home, she put on a change of clothes and went to sleep after she had something to eat.I tucked her in and started to leave but she started to speak

Kat:NO DON'T LEAVE ME!!!THEY'LL COME AND GET ME!!!!!

I didn't know what she was talking about but I crawled into bed with her and layed down and hugged her and she started to cry again.....

Kat:I-I-I got raped Riley I got raped!

She burst into tears and I was shocked, I never thought something could happen to her like this.I held her close and allowed her to cry.

Me:Your secreat is safe with me

Kat:Th-th-thank you

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