The Hardest Times!

the longest days

        Do you ever just have those days where you feel so alone, like you have no friends to talk to? Well, that is almost everyday for me. i feel as if my friends have abandoned me, or don't like me. It's so hard to continue life like nothing is wrong. When people you know you cant trust ask you whats wrong and you want to tell them so bad but you know that later on is would make things worse. Those days seem so long, like they never end. I hate to even wake up on those days cause i know that i have to go to school and deal with everyone asking what was wrong , why you wasn't talking, or that you looked sick. Do to not feeling like doing anything I don't get such good grades on the papers that i have to do during school. The worst part about the school day is that when you go to lunch you might not have ayone to sit with. You might have to sit alone, or even worse sit with people that you never talk to. But on the other hand sitting with people you never talk to might be a good thing because, you can make new friends and they might be even better  friends than the ones before.