Chapter 11 | Why Try?

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I awake after an uncomfortable night of sleep. I hadn't been able to have a good night's sleep in a while now.

Whenever I do close my eyes for a short second all I see is my 'friends' saying that I'm fat, weak, useless, and whatever else my insecurities lead me to believe.

I've slowly been getting darker and darker eye bags, if everyone saw them I'd be considered the Gerad Way of the school. 

Speaking of no sleep, I've even tried wagging and staying the day at home to try and sleep. Even though my mother doesn't like it and she'll come into my room and do her usual anger outbursts, I thought it is worth a try to see if I could get a wink of sleep.

After two days of these shenanigans, I decided to go to school. I get my short frame to slowly crawl out from beneath my blankets. My feet meet the cold wood floor as a shiver gets sent throughout my whole body. 

I make my steady way towards my full-body mirror. I look and see my frame. A small frown paints my face as I grab the fat against my stomach and waist. 

' i better not dread on this and get ready '

I grab a bra and put it on, not caring if it's lacy and pastel pink. I put it on in annoyance as the clipping process takes twenty years. I then reach out for my white button-up uniform, it's annoying that it's see-through...

I put my grey skirt on that's a tad too short for my frame. I mean come on it's not even reaching the end of my fingertips! As soon as I'm done with my tiny hissy-fits I chuck on a sweater that's still in the school colors, instead of the normal shoulder-padded hunk of junk jacket.

I put on my own type of socks, there a cute lolita style. They reach my mid-thigh and have a cute flower on them. 

I head towards my makeup badly to not only hide the fact that me and Gerad Way are related, but that I and my mum weren't related. I cover the already purple bruises and hope it wouldn't rain or anything stupid like that.

I reach for my phone after getting all the important school clothes on and see that my phone being blown up, ironically by the explosive personality friend that we've all come to love.

Katsu my hero <3 7:21 am

Get your dumbass outside rn

Katsu my hero <3 7:29 am

YO where tf you at

I have a silent giggle as I read his messages, I like to think he has a sixth sense to know when I'm coming to school or not. I go to reply but as soon as my fingers start moving somethings thrown at my window. A pebble.

I gasp happily that my window didn't break and that I didn't have to explain why there was a shattered window in my room.

I skip towards my window and open it and I'm met with a distant-looking spiky head. As soon as I opened the door it was like lady luck was on my side, as Katsuki threw a rock at my face.

I audibly let out a cry as he realizes his mistake. He goes to shout he's sorry but remembers where and who I live with. 

" I'll be down in a second you big bully!!! " I whisper shouted at him puffy my cheeks up as I rush to put my shoes on and to grab my school bag.

As soon as I finished getting ready I throw my school bag downwards and I didn't even think katsuki realized but he caught it without a second glance. 

I go to jump down ready to cast a forcefield to catch me but before I could even consider it I felt someone's arms around my waist.

When I realized what happened I could feel my face go as red as a cherry. I mean I and Katsuki did this type of stuff all the time, why am I only freaking out now?

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 29, 2021 ⏰

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