Bullied (O2L FF)

☹☻☹☻☹☻Ice Cream☹☻☹☻☹☻

✧✧✧✧✧✧Leila's P.O.V.✧✧✧✧✧✧

Jc why?

I looked at Jc and looking at him felt like I was home but whenever he spoke it felt like at any moment I'd collapse on the floor and i would never stop crying.

Jc opened his mouth and spoke.

"I know I barely know you but when I look at you I see something so amazing I can't find the words to describe it but I see something in you that maybe others don't see. But I see it Leila and I want you to be with me so I can protect you and so I can keep you happy."

I hate him so much for making me feel this way but I also love him
Oh god
I love him ?
This isn't okay at all.

Jc..
"Please just listen you don't even have to say anything to me just listen."
I'm not going to argue with him because it's not worth it so I just nodded my head.

Jc spoke again
"Great now do you want some ice cream??"
Ice cream ? That's what he wanted to ask me wow this is going to be a long day.
I nodded my head again to let him know I was okay with it.
"Okay well I told you not to speak and just listen so I'll just order my favorite for the both of us."

He led me toward a bench and I sat down while he went to go to the ice cream stand that was right across from where I was sitting.
Things seemed to be going good so far I guess.
When Jc got back he had two ice cream cones but who would have guessed that in those two ice cream cones would be my favorite ice cream.

That's when it all officially started. That's when everything changed. "Now I'm not sure if you like cookie dough but I love it so maybe you'll like it as well."
I studied his facial expression to see if I was missing something but I wasn't he seemed honest.
I slightly smiled at him and took the ice cream cone.

"So Leila lately I've been thinking about things.."
I nodded my head to show him I was listening.
"I want to change but I want you to help me so what do you say?"
You want me to help you ?
"Yeah but only if you want.."
Um well Jc how am I supposed to change you ??
"I want to be a different person and I know you'll be able to help me with that by teaching me your ways."
My ways?
"Yes your kind and magical ways Leila."
"Please just say you'll help."

*sigh* okay Jc I'll help you but you have to keep Sam away from me and daisy.
"I'll never let anyone hurt you guys ever again you're my number one priority."
Okay Jc thank you
"No Leila don't thank me if anything I should be thanking you I love you Leila."
Jc don't say that you don't love me just don't.
"Oh I'm sorry but I do love you."
No you don't now tell me how I can help ?

"I want to get over my anger issues maybe you can help me control what I'm feeling ?"
Well I can try but I'm not sure.
"I'm just glad you're trying"
Jc ?
"Huh ?"
Why do you get so mad ?
"I don't know it's like an overwhelming feeling that takes control of my thoughts and actions. Sometimes it really scares me and I just can't handle it anymore."
Oh well Jc I'm here for you just know that.
"Thank you Leila I really appreciate your help."

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I know this chapter kind of really sucked but I'm trying to keep the chapters short so I can update more often.
Anyways
ily and stay strong beautiful you're worth it -Andrea/Daisy