I SURE HAVEN'T TOLD MYSELF THAT I WANTED TO DIE THAT MANY TIMES IN A ROW
BUT WHAT AN INTENSE HOUR IT WAS
I'VE FELT LIKE A DISAPPOINTMENT BEFORE BUT WHAT KIND OF THINGS DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS
THAT'S RIGHT, I FORGOT:
I FEEL
I FEEL THINGS AND I FEEL WRONG
SO SOCIETY DECIDED THAT I'M WRONG AND MY PARENTS WERE RIGHT THERE NEXT TO THE CRITICS
SO HURRAH TO THE RAZOR I SPENT HOURS DAYDREAMING ABOUT DRAGGING ACROSS MY THIGH
AND HURRAH TO THE STRENGTH I PRETENDED TO HAVE WHILE RESISTING BLEEDING
BUT I PROMISE I'M ALRIGHT
I PROMISE
