i want to brush my knuckles against a brick wall
i want to scrape my knees against concrete
i want to trip and fall, and twist my ankle and have it swell and bruise
i want my elbows to be bloody and scratched
i want to crash hard onto the ground
and i want that satisfactory feeling when you have all the pain, and the scars, and the bandaids on your shins
i just want that feeling back again...
please
ill do anything to have it back
please
