Warning:There some inappropriated scene and adult words. So watch on your own risk.
Y/n pov I woke up and rub my eyes I look around I saw that I was in Namjoon room. Then I feel something in my shoulder, I found out I was wearing Namjoon coat. I smile a bit but then I look at myself I found that I was still in my undergarments. Then I remembered everything that happen and everyword that Alex told me. I started crying and I get off from the bed and went to the bathroom.
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I fill the water in the bathtub and went on it. I started rubbing myself very hard to clean the dirt from me. I can't clean it (while crying hard), this hickey won't come off. Ahhhhhhh!!!! I grab my hair and crying very hard. Then I remembered that Alex told me I don't have the right to live anymore. I went underwater to killed myself so that people won't feel disgust around. End of Y/n pov
A/n pov Namjoon was downstairs waiting for Lisa (just so you know,Y/n is still rubbing herself it haven't gone to the part where she went under the water). After few minute Lisa came and handed the bag and asking about Y/n. You can see the concern in her eyes, she wanted to stay with her but she can't leave her father also. Namjoon told her that she's still sleeping. Then they bid their goodbye. Namjoon close the door and went upstairs (when Namjoon was walking up from the stairs this is the time where Y/n try to suicide and went underwater). He came to his bedroom and didn't see her there. Do he went inside the bathroom and he saw the scene infront of him which drop his heart. He went quickly to her and took her out of the water. Thankfully it wasn't late. Namjoon scold Y/n for trying killing herself.
Namjoon in angry tone: What were you trying to do, huh? Killing yourself. Is that the answer of every question? Y/n cried and shout back at him: Do you think it is for me? And why are you still here?(she push Namjoom away from her and went under the bathtub again). Can't you see I'm dirty now? Leave me Joonie it's all for your own good. (She started rubbing hard her arm) I try to clean this but I can't. If you still be with me your family also will be dirty. (Namjoon try to get close to her) Don't Namjoon it's too late. Don't force yourself to love me. Because everyone hate the rapist victim, everyone feel disgust and doesn't want to be close to them anymore. So what the point for me live anyways(she lets a sad laugh). My life is already ruin Namjoon and please don't ruin your life. I can tell my mom to break our engagement and you are free. You can marry someone who can bring pride to your family, not like me who will bring dirt to your family. Just leave me Namjoon,just leave me.
Namjoon can't do anything he just went out of the bathroom. Y/n started crying again when she saw the man that she love the most leave her . Even though she doesn't want him to leave her but she felt that it was the best for him. " Thank you Namjoon for being in my life and for making me happy these few days" she said to herself. Soon she heard the door of the bathroom open again and revealing Namjoon only in his boxer. Y/n was shock to see him and he went under the bathtub with her.
Y/n: What are you doing? Leave me alone. Namjoon place his index finger on her lips: shhhh!!. (Y/n look blankly at him). Tell me where did they touch you? Y/n didn't say anything and pointed it to her arms. Namjoon pull Y/n close to him and started giving kisses and lick her left arm. He did it the same to her right arm.
Namjoon: Now where? Y/n pointed to here shoulder and neck he did the same to them. But he found a hickey on her neck his blood boil seeing that and started to suck on the same hickey. He first suck it and spit it like he was taking out the kissed of that guy. He again suck it, Y/n moan a little. She disgusted when that guy suck her neck but she was feeling good when Namjoon did it. Her little moan turn Namjoon on but he control himself because he doesn't want Y/n to feel uncomfortable. Soon he leave a big dark purple a little bit of reddest hickey. He look at his own made hickey and smile proudly(🤭). He then goes for her lips and kissed it passionately. Y/n close her eyes and respond to it. After few minute they pulled out.
Namjoon: I love you. Y/n smile: I love you too. Namjoon: Tell me where did they kissed you again? Y/n smile and pointed to her leg, thighs and stomach. Namjoon made Y/n stand up and bring her to the shower. He on the shower and let the water flow on their body. He get in her stomach level and kiss it everywhere and even goes to her thighs and legs. He get up and started kissing her collarbone. He then came to her lips. After few second they pulled out and Namjoon join his forehead with her forehead. Namjoon: Is there anymore places that they touch you? Y/n Shake her head as no
He then leave from shower to grab his shampoo ( just a little information Y/n hair is beautiful and can handle any type of shampoo and doesn't need to apply conditioner also, those type of hair exist) and he's back to the shower again. He take some of the shampoo in his hand and started to massage on her hair. Then he on the shower and water flow on her hair to wash the shampoo away. He again leave from shower and goes to the tub. He first flush the water from the bathtub and on the tap again for new water (just bare with my sentence). Then he put those bath soap(remember those type of soap where you put on the bathtub and it form some bubble thing, I'm not rich so idk the name) and the bubble thing came out. He went to the shower and bring Y/n to the bathtub. He enter first and lead Y/n under the tub between his leg. He started to rub her body (expect private parts) with his hand. Then he put his head on her shoulder.
Namjoon: Love can I ask you something? Y/n: Yes, you can. Namjoon: Did they touch this one?(pointing to her boobs) Y/n face turn red: Y-y-yes love Namjoon: Did they touch it with or without the bra? Y/n: With the bra on. Namjoon: umm, can I touch it? (😁 I'm a pervert) Y/n face turn tomato red and slowly nodded while looking down. Namjoon: Without the bra?(🙂) Y/n: u-u-umm.... I-i-i guesss i-its f-f-fine😳😳
Namjoon smile and started to unclip her bra. He took a deep breath before placing his hand. He place his both hand on her boobs and get shock at how they were soft and warm. He squeeze it which let Y/n a little moan. She slap his hand. Y/n: Yah!!! Don't squeeze it? It's hurt Namjoon laugh a little: I'm sorry sorry. Y/n: Now put my bra on.(pout) Namjoon peck her pouting lips and take the bra and put it on.
They talk a Little and Namjoon turn Y/n to face him. He grabbed her face with his both hand and kissed her. They kissed till they were out of breath and they pulled out. Namjoon stand out and made Y/n stand and bring her to the shower. He on the shower again and water flow throught their body and wash the soap away. ( I want to write carry but I can't because they in the shower they might slip also. And i can't hurt our Joonie 🥺). When the soap was clean from their body Namjoon went out to take one towel for him and two for Y/n (why two? Is for her hair and body). He then went out from the bathroom and take the bad that lisa gave him and handed to Y/n. Y/n was changing in the bathroom and Namjoon changed in his bedroom.
Soon he finish and knock on the bathroom door Namjoon: Y/n are you done? Y/n open a little and let her head out. Namjoon look at her face and found out she was pouting Namjoon: What happen love? Y/n: I don't feel comfortable in my own clothes. Namjoon: Oh wait then, do you want to go and take your comfortable clothes from your house? You can borrow my clothes and we'll go. Y/n: No!!! Namjoon: Then in what clothes do you comfortable? Y/n pout while looking down: I feel comfortable in your hoodie (pout) Namjoon laugh a little: Which one do you want? Y/n face lit up like a child that got candy: I want the black one that you give me on the day I was drunk. Namjoon: Ohok!! Wait I'll go and take it out. Y/n nodded like a little child. Namjoon came back with the same black hoodie and gave it to Y/n. She open the door wide and took the hoodie. Namjoon face turn red seeing her in her undergarments ( bitch he acted like it was his first time).Y/n didn't care about it, she wear the hoodie and wear her pant that Lisa brought.
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