you were looking out the window staring at the cars passing by. it was rush hour so the busy streets of yokohama were packed with the sounds of cars and laughter. you looked back at the black haired girl sitting in front of you, giving her a warm smile as she continued to talk about some local boutique that opened up near by. you weren't paying that much attention to what she was saying, you're mind had been hazy thinking about a certain brown haired man, and you've been thinking about that certain someone for a while now.
"(y/n)-chan" yosano called out. "huh?" you said snapping out of your train of thought. "i asked if you wanted to go with me tomorrow?" she said sighing. "sorry sensei, and yes i would love to go" you said as you looked down at your cup of coffee. "what's up with you? it seems like somethings on your mind" she said raising her eyebrows giving you a suspicious look. "i-" you we're about to say something but yosano had cut you off "is it dazai again?" she said with a slight smirk plastered across her face. you're face flushed for a second "witch" you thought to yourself. she always knew what you were thinking but you loved her for that. "yeah" you said sighing. "what even are you guys?" she said resting her chin on her hands.
you thought for a second, you didn't know what to say. what were you guys?, friends with benefits? dating? just friends?i mean you guys would have moments where you felt like there was a connection between the two of you, but maybe you were just over thinking it? you wanted to say that it was nothing serious and you guys were just messing around, i mean that's what you guys agreed on, right? that you guys would just hook up with each other once in a while just to fill each other's sexually needs, no hard feelings.but deep down in your heart you wanted something more with him, you just couldn't bring yourself to admit it.
"i honestly do not know" you said resting your head down on the table the whole idea made your head hurt. yosano sighed, she could see how visibiliy distraught it made you. "you could talk to him about it to him maybe?" she suggested resting her hands on top of your head and started gently stroking your hair. "i mean i could, i just don't know how to bring it up" you mumbled into the table. she hummed in agreement. the two of you sat there for a while chatting about whatnot enjoying each other's company.
it's was soon interrupted as the door swung open, yours and yosano's heads turned to see who was walking in. your eyes shot wide open as you saw dazai standing in the doorway but it wasn't just him, he was standing there with another girl, hand in hand .♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎
(a/n)- hi besties!!! this is my first time writing a story😏 so pls don't roast me because i am literally so bad at writing anyways i hope you guys enjoy this storyy!!!<3 (how did you guys like the first chapter?? pls feel free to give me feed back loves!)
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Fanfictionyou and dazai were friends with benefits, but what if you wanted more?