do you care that you hurt me?
where did you go? why did you disappear? where are you now? are you happier now, that you're without me? these thoughts often haunt me and dance in my head like flames. these questions weigh down my weary heart like stones in a river. these questions pound at the inside of my skull and flow through the wrists that I slit for comfort. these questions burn my throat as I silently scream them so loudly, yet... you hear nothing. these questions fall from my eyes at night when the demons come and you're not here to help me cope. all these questions. unanswered. all these questions futile and irrelevant. for the real question is... were you ever really here for me at all?
