Astoria Greengrass, the one every girl wanted to be and the one all the boys wanted. Well everyone except me. She was slim, pretty and wealthy. Where as I was not skinny, but not fat, not pretty, but not ugly, and not poor but not wealthy. I was in the shadows, everyone knew I existed, but nobody ever spoke to me, in other words they treated me like I was invisible. I was the outcast. The "Freak". Even my own family thought of me as a freak. All I wanted was to be loved by anyone -anyone- so that's why I became a death eater. Then people would notice me.
Hi, I'm Y/n Riddle and this is my perfect mess.
You could say that I'm a psychopath like my father, a murderer. But I am nothing like him. All he wants is eternal glory and to have lots of power. I want to be wanted. My father sort of abandoned me when I was younger and handed me off to the malfoys. Lucius did favor me over Draco which I did think was wrong so I always acted like a pain in the butt when I was around him.
My favorite place in the manor was the garden but specifically in one place. There is this one Willow that was perfect for sitting under and reading. I like being outdoors as I wouldn't be disturbed.
"Hey Y/n what are you doing out here?" Draco asked taking a seat next to me.
"Just reading" I reply hastily which makes me sound suspicious.
"Well, dinner's ready." He said before walking inside.
I stand up and follow hm into a room full of people in black. The death eaters. Everyone else thinks they are mean and evil but they aren't always. They are the people who understand me. I sit down next to Draco and the meeting begins.
"Draco and Y/n, come." Father shouts over the chatter.
We walk up together and stand on either side of dad.
"First task. You are both turning 17 this year. You will get married in summer and get pregnant too. You will date each other for 1 year. Now for the real task. Kill Dumbledore and mend the vanishing cabinet. That is it. Sit down." He says.
I have my eyes wide open and dad hands Draco a box with a ring. We sit down and he slips it on my finger. He has a ring too. I put my hand on his knee and he puts his hands on mine. The meeting continues. At the very end, dad has one more announcement.
"Last thing, Y/n you share a bed with Draco." He says as we all get up.
I take a deep breath and hold back the screaming in my head. Draco leads me to his room and I sit on his bed. He sits next to me and puts his arm around my shoulder. I quickly take his arm off of me and scoot away. As I do that Narcissa walks in. I run over to her and hug her. I cry into her shoulder as she rubs my back. I see Draco out of the corner of my eye. I can tell I hurt his feelings. I let go of Narcissa and walk over to Draco. He stands up to move but I hug him. For a few seconds he is confused but the next his arms are wrapped around my waist. Narcissa and Lucius leave.
A few weeks later we are in the corridors walking through Hogwarts finding our first class. Draco and I have the same schedule. Our first one is potions. The whole day is a blur and the next moment, I am in bed looking at the ceiling. I turn to face Draco.
"Draco I'm really cold." I tell him.
He wraps his arms around me. I feel warm. His skin against mine. I exhale deeply and fall asleep.
Months later, it is December and we still haven't got a plan to kill Dumbledore. Draco and I are at the manor having a meeting between ourselves. So far we have, give him a cursed necklace, poison him with a bottle, and last resort is do the killing curse off of the Astronomy tower.
