Two hearts holder [Completed]

chapter 19

(this will be Yoongi's side story from Hoseok's confession to now.)

Warning: self-harm involved

-the day after Jihope's first date-

After Hobi takes Jimin to date they didn't tell anything to us. When our lunch started Jin asked them about the date. "I asked him to be my boyfriend and he said yes," Hobi said.

"w-what?" I blurted out. Others started to congrats them but I felt like my whole world has broken apart. I slowly get up and went to the washrooms. They didn't even notice me.

I look myself from the mirror and saw tears streaming down my face. I never cried. I always act tough and cool. But it hurts. I lost my love. He is far away from my reach. My angel is gone.

-a few weeks later-

I look at my wrist. Fresh, hot blood leak from my new cut. I started cutting myself after the day Hobi confess Jimin. I had depression but past two years it was gone. And again it's here.

I thought the pain will go if I did this. But it's never gone. Every time I see them together my heart shattered to pieces. I took the blood-covered blade and cut another place in my wrist. I saw the bleeding and everything went black.

I open my eyes and felt cold. I still on the bathroom floor. I checked the time and it's 4.30. I almost blackout for four hours. I get up and clean the blood. I skip dinner, which is normal to me now, and went to sleep.

-after three months-

I have a project to finish and I went to Joon's place. Hobi said Jimin came for some movie's and I don't want to bother them. More like I don't want to see them together because it's so painful to me.

So, I stay at Joon's place until 9.00. "Jimin probably goes home now," I said as went to our apartment.

I open the door and hear something that I never wanted to hear when they are together. "Ahh~ daddy" I heard Jimin's moans from Hobi's room. Tears start to stream down my face. I close the door silently and went to the park.

I sit on a bench and cried for hours until there are no tears to escape. I can't go back to my apartment and it's too late to bother others.

I crawl into a ball and sleep on the bench. This is my life. Cold and alone. Without love.

...............................................................................................................hey guys

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