Cuts,Tears,Blood,Suicide.

Chapter: 1

*RING* *RING*
'Awww,Now I have to wake up to another sh*tty day at school.
(◕ˍ◕) Why you do dis to me,God.
At this moment I noticed I was speaking to my self.I sighed.
"GET DOWN STAIRS YOU LITTLE BAS*ARD!"Shouted my mother,Jackie.She was always shouting at me,I don't wanna take too long.Other wise she will go Hardcore on me.Ooh!I almost forgot to hide my Razor.So,I took my Razor,(that I had made into a necklace).I held it in my hand,I was thinking to make another cut,it was really tempting,but I didn't.Need to save some blood,(I don't even know what I just said there).So I went down stairs,in my bunny slippers.(which was really fricking warm!!)
I went down stairs to eat,my mother said,"What's those on your arms?"
At this point I didn't know what to say,so I just said:I'm gonna be late for school.So I rushed up stairs and brushed my teeth and got changed.I wore:A Nirvana T-shirt,Black skinny jeans and black vans.I couldn't be bothered to put my black hair into a lovely style,so I just did a side pony-tail.Then I went down stairs and went through the door.
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So here I was,standing at the front gate.
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"Awh,sh*t.Here goes my mind...
I felt dizzy and a bit droopy.I had a big headache.It was so painful.I took one step in the school,and already I wanted to go home.But the students and the teachers already saw me,so I can't go back,sadly.
"Let's get this day over with,shall we,"I said.In the corner of my eye,I saw this guy.He was staring at me.I was going to confront him,but to be honest,BAD IDEA!
So,I walked into my classroom,and already there was someone shouted out:HERE COMES THE EMO ATTENTION SEEKER!
The class giggled.I couldn't take their Bullsh*t anymore.So I said:Actually,I'm not so fu*k off.You don't know what I go through.Im not an attention seeker obviously not coz I HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY!I don't care what your gonna say.So just LEAVE ME ALONE!
"Alex would you please quie-"
SHUT UP IM TALKING!I CUT,I CUT BECAUSE OF YOU!YOU'VE DUG ME INTO A HOLE!and that hole is gonna become a grave.
I realised that,the boy that was staring at me.I didn't even look at him.He stood up and said:I know how it feels,I cut too...he showed me his arms.I didn't know what to say.A little tear went down my cheeks."I..I..Er.."I said mumbling.I turned around and went outside and I went to the girls bathroom.5 minutes later some came in.So,I hid in one of the stalls.It was a boy's voice.It said "Uh..Alex..are you here..miss sent me to look for you.."
I came out and said,"your not aloud in the girls bathroom,"I walked towards him."That was uh..great speech you did there in cla-,"I didn't want him to speak so I interrupted him."who said your aloud in the girls bathroom,Pervs are not aloud in here,so I was you I wou-"He was just standing there,so I guess he wanted shut me up,so
he kissed me.I was going to let go but I didn't.I just let it be.His lips were so thick and smooth.Then,slowly stopped and stared at me,and he smiled.I smiled back."come on,let's get back to class.He held his hand out and I held it and we went to class..

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нιѕ νιєω
When I saw that girl,she was so beautiful and her black shiny hair.She was so beautiful I couldn't describe how beautiful she was.I was going to talk to her,but I couldn't do it.

Now I was in class she was there too,minutes later she was giving this speech,it was so deep.
After that speech she ran somewhere,so I got up to look for her.I looked around in the girls bathroom,I didn't see her.She came out from one of the stalls,was she hiding?She walked towards me,and we talked.She was shouting at me,I wanted to shut her up,so I kissed her.Her lips were warm and soft.Then I stopped and smiled,and she smiled back.We held hand back to the classroom..

NOTE:How did you think I did,was it crap.If it was I'm not surprised xD.But yeah..I will be making more of this..because I'm really enjoying this.
~Hope