NEO CHATS. nct dream

please read .

hiii it's ROYALJAEM , jiye !!

i just have a few things to say :D

listen well :)

as the days pass, i've grown very conscious of myself and the things i say. even more conscious than i used to be. there's a lot going on in school, with friendship problems and school and i've just been feeling very off lately.

actually, today i feel quite good because tmr there's no school but still, i'm very tired.

and wattpad was a place for me to let go and relax. neo chats was my form of relaxation. i really enjoy writing shitty chapters for you beautiful people to read. i really do.

i really do love you all. i love neo fam as much. they often reflected my feelings or emotions and sometimes even how i want to feel. but because of some problems with my friend, i've grown extremely conscious with everything.

whether i'm funny or not, whether i'm boring or not, how i'm very boring. it's really not much but of course, i got affected.

and with neo chats being humour based (or i try 💀), i feel like i don't write to entertain or anything. i often feel that my writing is boring. and i seriously understand if it was.

as well as being conscious, i've got a lot to study for, with a huge exam coming, as i've said before.

i'm not really sure what breaks could for me because idk if i can finish this all before a prep exam comes by

i was thinking of leaving this book on hiatus for a while because of how i'm feeling but i'm not really sure people would be happy if i just left the book like that especially when it's close to it's ending.

i was thinking maybe deleting it was better. because then it wouldn't exist and i wouldn't have to look back at it and think i'm funny.

i could probably unpublish first then republish everything again? i really don't know.

for all you know, the next time you look for this book it's deleted. but i really hope you understand why i have to take a break :)

i love you all and i really enjoy writing this book. i gave me all sorts of happiness when i received notifications from you all. it brings me lots of joy.

but i think we'll have to say goodbye for now :)

i'll miss you all. i'll miss neo fam as well :)

i love you <3

till next time :)

- jiye :)

just kidding lmao

i'm kidding about the deleting and hiatus lmaooo

the rest is true tho but that's not the point 🤪

lol it's so lame of me 💀
although a lot of these is true :D except the deleting and hiatus part.

that part is because today is first april 🤪🤪

happy april fools LMAO

but i really worry about these things often :)

pfttt pls don't be scared i'm not deleting neo chats anytime soon

i love you all and neo fam to leave you so abruptly :D

i will continue to try my best to update even with my exams coming up :)

i'll be updating later for real this time :D

ily and i'm sorry 💀💀