The Real Life

Chapter 1 - Meeting Again

Chapter 1 

Jamie P.O.V

The truth is I do not want to face things forward... I do not want to accept that my heart is beating stronger by someone else, my wife needs me, my little Dulcie. She does not deserve to have  separated parents, after all, my father always taught me that love and teaching given with a child is a special right, is the main task of a father and a mother and of course it would be troubled to  my girl that I do not love her mother... no more. OK Jamie, Dulcie is a baby, she does not understand what happens but it will grow without the father with the mother without witness the love of a couple, but I don’t love Amelia and I no longer I doubt that I have loved her ever. 

 I called Jessica, I know she would help me and I was glad she was in New York, went to her apartment and talked. I told her what I was feeling, I said that I was in love, I told her  that it had reached a conclusion and that I was simply afraid of this. Dakota would have to know, I would have to reveal to her what I was feeling ... I will not reveal! After a great chat her living room, we decided to say goodbye. I walked to my room I sat on the bed, I rolled my hair and then  went to the bathroom When i came to the bathroom  I analyzed my beard and then I remembered ... I had not shaved it today. I walk back to the bed and when I sit down I heard my phone ringing, a quick music, stating that it was just a notification. Maybe another notification from Twitter but I decided to go and take a look anyway. I unlock the phone and found Dulcie smiling at me, her smile reminds me of mine and I’m thankful to  have that girl in my life. I missed her, I look at the notifications and it is a  message on whatsapp... “Dakota.”

 “Hey, Dornan, hope I'm not bothering but I was wondering if you would like to have a drink with me now ... We have to celebrate, after all, the preview for fans is nearby and feel that it will be maximum. What do you say, Mr. Grey?” 

 I type in a quick message:

“Hey Dak, Your not bothering me. I would love to go for a drink now.”

“Good, I will be ready in five minutes”

“Okay, I will be ready in a few minutes!” 

Tonight is going to me amazing!

Dakota P.O.V

I put on my red lipstick as the final touch. I’m smiling like an idiot, Dornan misses me, that’s new... Does his wife knows about it ? I laugh in my mind and go and get my bag, I hear the sound of a car horn, he is here. After he had accepted my invitation about going to get a drink he had written that he would pick me up and i accepted without a fight, I didn’t feel like driving. The truth is that i wanted to be around him longer without people and music. I want tonight to be amazing. Ever since we stopped filming all i can feel is that something is missing. I miss Jamie’s touch, the delicacy in an hot scene, the way he pronounce my name, the heat that i feel when his body touches mine and i miss his perfume. I go downstairs, turn off the lights and close the front door. Jamie is leaning on the car his arms are folded over his chest and he has a faint smile on his lips, i want to take him inside and tear all his clothes off. I walk towards him slowly, I miss him. Jamie reaches his hand out and i take it, we look at each other and enjoy every detail of each other. I feel his hands on my torso and it makes me smile even more, he kiss me on the cheek and i think my head is going to explode, explode with lust. Hey Dornan, fuck me. HUSH! I shout to my subconscious, shut up!