girls don't like me (jikook)

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Jimins pov

Jungkook sits next to me looking down at his glass.
He's been like this for 30 minutes...

I rest my hand on his thigh "want to go home?" he looks at me "huh?" I sigh "tell me what's wrong baby" he sighs "w-will you ever get bored of me?" my eyes widen "what?.... No of course not" he looks away from me and sighs

I stare at him "are you serious?? Do you not trust me?" he looks at me "I do trust you!....its just, you're a fuckboy" I nod "and I've changed!.. I'm quite annoyed that you don't believe that!"

He nods "yeah... Well you aren't the only one annoyed with me right now" he stands up "I'm going home...to my home" I sigh "jungkook-" he hands me some money "thanks for my drink and stuff" I go to speak but he walks away

I sigh and stand up "for fuck sake.... This is why I don't usually do relationship shit" I walk after jungkook and get outside. I grab his arm "jungkook stop!... Why are you acting like this?!"

He looks at me "it's nothing, just let me go" I scoff "nothing my ass! Tell me!" he tears up "I've lost everything jimin!! I've lost everything!" I stare at him "what?"

He looks down "I had friends, I had a nice stable life... And-and then I fell for you and I've lost my friends! My friends told my other friends and now they hate me to! All I've got is you! And-and I'm scared that you'll realise how terrible I am and leave me!"

My eyes widen "when did this all happen" he sighs "when we left jennies House...jennie and Lisa told all my other friends I was dating you.. And-and now they hate me, they say that I've gone crazy and they hate me"

I scoff "those obviously aren't your real friends then...if you love me that's up to you! They don't control you jungkook!" he nods "I know!! And I'm trying my best to ignore it! I'm trying jimin!"

Tears roll down his cheeks. I huff "look.... If I'm causing you this much stress and sadness... Then-" he cries "no!! Please don't say it!!" I wipe his tears "I don't want to be the cause of your sadness jungkook.... I made your friends hate you.. Its my fault and you shouldn't suffer because of it"

We make eye contact and I sigh "so...let's take a break, we're not breaking up... We're taking a break" his eyes widen "but we haven't been together long!" I step back "you should go home jungkook...goodnight"

I then walk back into the club leaving him alone. I bite my lip keeping tears back

What the fuck is wrong with me...
Why did I just do that...
I'm a dumbass...,