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Kayla POV
I pulled up to Isaiah house  went threw the back door don't ask how I got in. I saw him him sleeping (dirty ass bitch ) I grabbed a belt and put it round his neck and pulled it hard asf.
He woke up fast but not fast enough cause I started going in his shit hard and fast I'm talkin bout punches upper cutts kicks dragging and everything.
By the time I was I was breathing hard ima fat bitch (no offense to nobody I'm fat my dam self 💀)
I grabbed all den clothes that were mine and left back to my house ima Sagittarius it's fuck dem nights period 🖕🏾.

Isaiah POV
My face was fucked up badly she hit like ah nigga my body aching and shit. I hopped in the shower and cleaned up my face and texted her,

Isaiah(maybe) I'm sorry Kayla I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing bae
            
                                                                                                  Kayla 💞🥰 night bye that's every lame nigga excuse 🤷🏾‍♀️

Isaiah (maybe).  Bae I promise it it ant gone happen no more first and last time I'm sorry

Kayla💞🥰. You right it's not gonna happen anymore and this is your first and last time

Isaiah (maybe) thank you bae ima make it up to u

Kayla 💞🥰 SIKE I LIED you thought you were still mines 😭

Isaiah ( maybe). Bae stop playin ima make it up to u

Kayla 💞🥰 be gone fuck nigga🖕🏾

Isaiah (maybe) stop bae

Kayla 💞🥰 ✌🏾🤷🏾‍♀️ BLOCKED

Kayla POV
I didn't feel anything but angry like I'm not crying or hurt I'm numb to pain my heart is empty. It's not filled with happiness just empty I feel alone I can be round everybody but I feel alone still.  I know my family love me but I just feel there but not there there alone is how I feel I can't explain it.

During the day I can be smiling happy and sometimes fake smiling most of the time cause I don't want them asking r u ok or what's wrong because like wtf u gon do if I say I'm not ok nothing . At night time in my bed crying thinking bout my life and how I use to be a happy little girl now I'm fakin everything and numb to the pain.
I'm finna listen to young boy and rod wave like that man said if it wasn't for the music I woulda been gave up only thing keeping me sane.
Idk if I should keep this book nobody comments or looks like it's interesting