Butterflies /skz one shots

Break up

AN: I broke up with my boyfriend so here is a sad skz oneshot, I'll be using my favorite duo Minsung

Summary: Minho has been distance lately, Jisung's dying to know what's on his lovers mind but can't help to become hurt by being ignored.

(AN/ I hate texting format but I'll do it for y'all)

Mine

Tuesday 6:45 am

(Jisung)
Hey, good morning
read at 7:30 am

(Minho)
Hey
Sent at 12:30 pm

(Jisung)
You know I'm here for you, I'm always here 🥺
Read at 12:31 pm

Time passes as Jisung gets no reply from his boyfriend, he overthinks about what's been on his lovers mind. "Every thing is your fault" "you're not good enough" "fuck, he doesn't even love you"

Jisung can't handle the pain anymore, Minho's been ignoring him for 3 weeks he's getting tired of it, they talked before about communicating, all he wants is communication but there's none. Jisung is always the one expressing how he feels. God he wishes For Minho to understand him.

No, nothing. He pleases Jisung once and goes back to ignoring him. He knows Minho struggles with depression but he doesn't want to contribute into hurting his lover when he is hurt. He cry's all day, poor boy can't even look himself in the mirror.

"Why is Minho your number one priority?" He asked himself. I love him that's why.
Why can't he be Minho's number one? What is it that Minho is hiding from him? Why it it that every time when Jisung is stressed he listen but when Minho is stressed Jisung can't take the load off the poor boy? Why does Jisung have to try so hard just to tell his lover he means the world to him?

Weeks pass by, they haven't talked in days.
I miss your voice, I miss you so much. Why won't you let me hear your voice one last time? One last time before we become strangers, Minho do you even love me? Why do you love me? Was what Jisung wanted to scream at his lover but he couldn't.

He felt such a burden to Minho, he didn't think to care if Minho really did valid his feelings. When talking to a good friend of Minho because well Jisung hardly cracked his shell he told Seungmin
What was on his mind.

"It sounds like you love him more than he loves you"
"I know I'm his friend but I think you should leave it's really toxic and I want best for you both."

Best for us both? So am I not good enough for him?
Jisung was baffled he felt so numb he couldn't even shed a tear. So with that he broke up with Minho. He regretted everything once he sent it, he wanted to take it all back.

AN/ this my actual text 💀 so um yeah

Mine

Jisung
I think it's best if we stop seeing each other
You been distance lately and I just really wanted you to communicate with me but you didn't.
I hope we can stay as friends
Sent at 11:30 pm

Jisung
Fuck I don't even want to break up with you
I just wanted you to communicate with me.
Sent at 1 am

Jisung
I shouldn't say this but I love a lot Minho. 
I love you so much but I'm so hurt idk what to do
I'm sorry for bothering you even more with all your problems you deserve someone better
Sent at 1:13 am

It's been a few days since they broke up. Jisung regrets it so much but seungmin told him not to mess with his homies feelings.

Jisung loves Minho, Jisung felt as if Minho was playing with his feelings. He didn't know how to feel. He was disappointed and disgusted with himself.

He saw a happy future with Minho he really did but time wasn't right. Minho was looking forward to feel something and Jisung got his heart broken.

Time wasted, memories made to forget.
Minho still did not reply to his break up text.
Minho didn't care at all. He was tired of Jisung, he purposely didn't text Jisung for a reason.

As soon as Jisung found out he was crushed.
He already knew Minho didn't care but now knowing it was 100% true he wanted to scream.

I'm doing better now, I hope we can reconnect in the future because I'll never stop loving you.

Words 746

An/ I'm okay for now, this is how I cope and I had no one to tell to so here it is in a minsung fanfic 💔