Best friend

Part 15

*20 years later*
Happy birthday Chris your 20 now thanks mum Chris is actually in a gang now and even tho it's dangerous his friends love you and your like a second mother to them. If he's happy your fine with it but he sometimes ask about his dad. Mum do you think duke could ever come back to you i dont know the last time I saw him was at the hospital when I was born ? No when I tried to kill myself what ? Really ? Did he cause you that much pain yes he said he would be with me but never actually came back to the hospital with me so when I got better I moved into here so we could live with out him. I'm sorry if you wanted to grow up with him no it's fine I wouldn't want to see him anyways are you gonna leave ? Yeah but I'll be back later ok be careful bye love you love you too he left so you cleaned and little and fell asleep. While you were sleeping Chris took a walk around the park when he saw him. Duke. Duke ? Yes ? So your the one who causes my mother pain I'm sorry ? Yeah duke depp, my mother's ex. Her name is y/n y/n.....I miss her if you missed her and loved you you wouldn't have left her where can I find her why Chris please no she's your mother and I'm your father please tell me no your not I am no your not, my only parent it my mother. Where were you on my birthdays, where were you on Christmas and New Years ? Or when I graduated. Wanna know how many times I've seen her crying in the living room or kitchen because of you ? Or she's had to sneak out on my birthday to get me a gift and cake because she had NO ONE to ask because you weren't there. How I had no one to bring on "bring your dad to school" day. "Hi dad" Emily said to duke, his daughter who turns 5 today. Oh look your new daughter 5 years huh today you turned 20, 20 years with out you. Wanna know how many times she cried and didn't see me behind her so I hugged her and told her it was ok and that I loved her because you couldn't. Or on her birthday she had no one to tell her they loved her because she still misses you to this day. Wanna know how many times I've heard her crying in her room or even seen her because of you. Wanna know how much she wishes she was married and happy with the perfect family but can't. We meant nothing to you but guess what you don't mean anything I hate you but your lucky she still has a place on her heart for you. Because that hole you made in her heart, that piece you took. Hasn't healed and won't ever heal because of you. He started leaving while duke had a few tears in his eyes wait what can I see her ? No
Duke: I'll be back
Emily: but dad
Cassidy: you can't leave duke what about our daughter
Duke: I still love y/n, I'm sorry
He left and followed Chris to your house. You remembered duke and a few tears came down your face at the thought of him. You missed him but tried to hide it. Then you heard the door open so you wiped your tears and acted normal. The door didn't open it was just the keys. While you ran up stairs duke was outside with Chris she's here where probably in her room thinking about you do you think she'll take me back ? I dont know he came inside and looked for you and found you in your room asleep. Oh she's sleeping so you'll have to wait can I stay with her ? No you already followed me home what else are you gonna do break her heart again ? I won't I promise whatever he laid down with you and hugged you. You felt someone get on the bed but you thought it was Chris watching tv here so you didn't bother turning around. You continued sleeping until you woke up and saw duke next to you ? How- why are you here I told him I missed you that's what you said last time yeah when you broke her heart please take me back you and Cassidy didn't work out ? Yes and we had a child but I didn't love her like I loved you mhm I'm serious mum do you want anything ? Like pizza ? Do you want some ? Y/n did you he said looking at your wrist, you pulled it back and hid it what's wrong he saw and hugged you but looked mad at Duke. See another thing you caused no leave me alone you didn't want them to see what you had done and still do. Duke then took you into his arms and kissed your cheek while Chris left. Chris hates me no he just thinks your a bad person why because you weren't there almost his whole life he even said it what'd he say he said he hated me and only you had a place in your heart for me he took off his sweater and put it on you remember when you wore my hoodies ?? Yeah they still smell the same you loved him being with you but you knew he had a family what about your family it's 5 already and it should already be getting dark I am with my family no, what about your daughter and wife or girlfriend i dont know if you two are married what about her ? No your the only person I wanna marry duke I'm being serious what you don't wanna marry me ? Ofc I do but- then marry me let's get married and what would they say who your other family idc I wanna stay with you Chris thinks you have another family what would he think if we got "married" he should understand that your my only family and so is he but are you being serious ? Yes I am you can move in with me and you gonna kick them out ? No I'll just tell them they can't live with me anymore same thing no your house looks great mine is great I can move in or you can we just met again we can't move too fast ok fine he cuddled with you like before and you Both fell asleep.

That's all. I didn't know what else to put :/