R: I just can't make this choice right now. I promised Saraff, that I'll end this job.
S: You also promised me that you'll be by my side every day for the rest of our lives.
(How was he supposed to choose? He promised Saraff, but couldn't give up on Sibel. No right answer, no hint of what is right. )
( He stayed silent, standing towards her and looking directly in her big gazelle's eyes with no answer. Thinking about what is right and what he should do. )
(By that silence Sibel thought he couldn't say that unwanted answer to her eyes)
(So it wasn't her that he chooses, she thought. )
S: Obviously you made your choice clear.
( Sibel looked at the ground and slightly nodded her head as a way of telling him she is disappointed by this choice, but will continue to live. She didn't know how, but will.)
R: No, wait...
(By the time Ramo came to himself from his deep trans of thoughts, Sibel already started to leave the room and house.)
R: Sibel, stop. I know what I want. Could you please stop for a second and talk to me?
(But even this didn't stop her from going. She didn't want to turn her back on Ramo, but her tears were fallings down like rain from the sky and she wasn't willing to show him how broken she was at that moment.)
( Ramo caught Sibel up right before she could get into her car. He closed the car door and stepped in front of them so she couldn't open them.)
S: Get out from here. Let me leave and let this end. You can live your life and I mine how we like it.
(Her voice and whole body indicated denial. When she was saying those words her whole body shivered. The "you can live your life and I mine" scared her. Is there something other than us? she thought)
(In the meantime Ramo was scanning her from toes to head up and stopped by her eyes. She couldn't even look him in the eyes, this is how sad she was.)
R: Gülüm, I am sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I was mad with you and now I am mad at myself.
S: Throughout the time you hurt me, in every possible way, like today. With your cruel words, with your touch, while you sought revenge...
R: You hurt me too, even though you wanted to help, my is heartbroken because of you, but I couldn't call it my heart if it wasn't for you.
(Sibel started to feel even more guilty than before and started to understand why he didn't want her to be in this business. )
S: Why do we keep hurting each other so much? Why do we keep hurting? Losing ourselves in darkness, that this world has produced.
(Ramo with his hand gently raised Sibels head, which was still pointed towards the ground, even though her head was looking at Ramo her eyes were still fixed to the ground.)
(Then he said those words that made Sibel feel like she was the most important person on the planet for him.)
R: Even in the dark, there is always some light, and for me it's you. You shine all over my world and show me the way out of dark nights. You are my reason to live. Without you, there is just darkness left. Without you, there is something worse than death itself.
( Sibels eyes finally reached his and theirs looks meet.)
(They didn't have to say anything, because their eyes said everything for them. )
(They could see the fear of losing each other, the madness, the desperate need for touch, mostly how their love was still flaming in each other's eyes even after everything they had been through. )
(It felt like hours for them even though it was a matter of seconds.)
S: You know how much I love you, but...
( Ramo interrupted her)
R: shh, I made my choice. You know, that I don't want you to get hurt and that's why I was so upset about it.
(Sibel waited for his answer impatiently)
R: I can't give up my promise nor you, because while büyük patrons live nobody can have their peace.
(Ramo paused for a moment, his words were heavier than he thought they would be. This was the only way to have both, he thought.)
R: That's why I want you to be the CEO of the new firm I just bought. With this, you could be closer to büyük patrons and find out some new informations that could end this. Practically you would be working as my partner for the business.
(His words were quick because he wanted to get over the fact, that while working there something could happen to her, but he was so sure, that he could protect her from this place better. What could possibly happen?)
(She was surprised by what Ramo has said. Now she could be close to Ramo and help him to reach the end of büyük patrons and system.)
S: Are you serious Ramo? We will work together?
R: Yes, we will. I will be closer to you and you to me.
(Sibel jumped into Ramos arms with happiness, and Sibel gently smiled as Ramo kissed her neck.)
(Suddenly they both heard vans driving towards their house.)
( They both looked in the direction the vans were coming from but saw nothing, they could only hear as they were getting closer and closer.)
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